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BUZZING BAJ, MAY … Part The first 5. The tonic P. 7	5. The tonic Yes, here so yornicheski it is necessary to entitle this chapter for it is terrible as it would not be desirable to repeat-duplicate name expensive to me in the name. Alas, the destiny is cruel and does not know borders in the malicious irony: my tonic too called Galej. And, of course, in any way this Galina cannot be II‑й because in a sense it just most that on is — the first. I generally at all also would not like to write this chapter, but anywhere you will not get to: there was this Galina in my life-biography, was not forgot and could not be forgotten. Here it especially and hard to excuse that mine present Gale — what not it became the first woman in my man's destiny, and here this … its namesake. Certainly, dreams and aspirations to lose more soon innocence have started to overwhelm me, as well as any other boy, years with 14‑ти, if not earlier. Though a sensuality, pornuhi and even as one foolish woman on TV has declared then during reorganisation, sex in the then Union at all was not, but an essence and the theory of a subject we who are growing up, knew better algebra, history, the literature and other school disciplines. Which-that read now and then, which-that poslyhivali which-that the eyes saw. Some of us, to lucky beggars, it was possible to try sweet taste of practice in common with the Galjami-coevals, however, then some of them turned to unfortunate sufferers, in a victim (zri the ending of a fragment from "Barracks") for to be protected from consequences of practical love especially were not able, and condoms normal then too was not … So, I could go another by. The moment of transition-dedication from boys in muzhi was inevitable — it was necessary to wait only a case and not to blunder. On a sex situation the summer after 9‑го a class, akkurat after the beginning of the romantic novel with Natasha and before a meeting with Galej became especially sated. To me already sixteen, I have already learnt hot shameful sweet night polljutsy and secret masturbatsy. There was only one: shershe lja fam … And I searched! And, whether I was absolutely the lout, whether simply did not carry, but all my friends-friends have already jumped for a long time over sinful Rubicon, have tasted carnal joys, and I still was-remained the boy-drochunom. And circumstances for some reason developed so, that all time podvorachivalas any group sex. So, once the neighbour and my companion Is brisk (it for two years was more senior me) has dragged me in the evening on other village edge, having depicted before it a situation: for quite some time now any coming the lonely woman who gives to all … there has lodged That Is brisk has not told lies, it was possible to guess already on the approach to hatyonke: there kuchkovalas the whole crowd of the raised guys. They one behind another disappeared behind a door, through any time appeared happy, clasping trousers and laughing. Descended and Is brisk. I, not daring even to myself to admit, that I quail, have decided to wait it, porassprosit, and then and to put in live turn. Yurkin the story me has struck. It appears, to visiting "Juliette" of this it is already obvious for forty, breasts at it hang to a navel, but the most important thing — it of an one-eye: together the left eye at it a cataract! More shortly, I have passed the turn and together with happy Brisk («And chyo, I to it a jersey have closed the person, and podmahivala it it is class!.») has gone home — tselyohonkim as was … The following case has appeared almost similar. This time other friend, Kolka (this, on the contrary, for two years lagged behind me aged), has come running all foamy, has become constant visitor from a threshold: — Koljan, be going to, have gone! There, on island, the little girl! Has run away from the house!. I, having seized during the opportunity about what speech, it was there and then picked up, have deduced from a shed is great, we have jumped on it and have rushed. On road Filippok (klikuha Kolki), fidgeting from excitation on a frame, has laid out-has reported all details: the 15-year-old little girl from Abakan has run away from parents and has for some reason located in wood near our village — there to it boys have already constructed a small house-tent, carry to it meal-drink, and she pays-thanks for it in kind — generously and smoothly. Have reached quickly. The picture, otryvshajasja to a look, impressed: on the big glade near to a green tent the circle patsanja school age was stood-crowded, and in the centre on any spread rag the certificate of copulation of absolutely naked little girl and shketa in the lowered trousers was made publicly. Was and чуднó at it to look, and somehow it is a shame. But also to come off it is impossible! I stood, looked, was raised and mandrazhiroval by all fibers of soul: to dare or not? And here friend Kolka who has outstripped me and just publicly lost virginity, nearly in a voice, yet not having clasped trousers, has shouted: — Give, Koljan! Your turn! Give, that you?!. I on wadded feet have come nearer to the laying-having a rest little girl on a back, the belt of trousers has fallen on hunkers, awkwardly fingering one hand. She has risen on an elbow, peering to me in the person as if its appearance next entering was interesting, and I have had time to make out and nice enough attractive face with the swelled lips, and pink dummies on small grudkah and already was have dared, as have suddenly seen-has noticed under the little girl on fabric mint a sticky damp stain and whitish viscous drops flowing down from its overflowed interior … Then, all road home while Filippok urged on-shamed me for "cowardice", I tried to knock down in myself a nausea and to expel from memory persistently pulsing lines: «dogs expiring to a bough juice … Lick in turn» Well and soon the Destiny not only on a group sex has decided to push-provoke me, but also at all on criminal article 117‑ю (in then UK — for rape). At friend Shurki there have left somewhere parents, and it remained day on three absolute master of a hut. And at this time It is brisk, with which we went to one-eyed Dultsinee, cajoled neighbour's Ljudku, the coeval — the is bright-red and thoroughbred maid. And here we of that udumali: It is brisk naplyol to Lyudmila as if relatives have asked it postorozhit their house-log hut for the period of departure, has enticed it there "podruzhit" in heat (business was in the end of August, and in our Siberia in the evenings already became cold), the little girl has agreed, not suspecting neither a dream nor spirit, that except their two in the heated log hut two have hidden on hot Russian oven more obormota and wait for the hour. It was supposed, that JUrke it will be possible to persuade-prevail upon Ljudu, and then when all will occur, from the wide furnace as if epic athletes, we will go down with SHurkoj, Jury will play a scene of noble indignation (the pier, has trusted in friends, has told about appointment in the empty not locked house!), well and, of course, confused and scared Lyudmila remains nothing how voluntary-forcedly to humour and us with SHurkoj that we have not stirred up about its "shame" … All first went under the scenario, like clockwork: It is brisk light has extinguished at the desire of Ljudy, it, judging by remarks and tone, all neubeditelnee resisted in twilight to its persevering caresses and feeble efforts it to undress, already and the elastic band of the maiden cowards has loudly burst, having installed powerful hopes in hearts and Are brisk, and ours … But during this peak moment I took, and have sneezed. It is brisk still has tried to rescue a situation, something vjaknuv about a cat, but here SHurka, the rascal, has not sustained and has begun to guffaw in a voice … Ah, as It is authentically brisk was indignant our perfidy while we climbed down from the furnace and got out of a hut! Ah, as poor Lyudmila reddened during this moment and potuplivalas, holding falling down pants!. The most ridiculous, and can be, and touching in this history that years ten later when Lyudmila this vein already in Abakan, was razvedyonkoj, and I studied in Moscow, we somehow in one of my arrivals vstretilis-refer in the general company, have got to talking-zakontachili, have gone to it to a city and have spent together чýдную rough night … That only in a life does not happen! * * * Well and so, soon in my destiny has appeared Galja, all my feelings-aspirations have communicated only from it, I as it is already clear, secretly anticipated to learn-divide a forbidden fruit with it, but … However, that to repeat. Anyhow, but the moment at last has come. Somehow in one of September evenings (it the next autumn, I just have terminated school) the same Kolka-Filippok has come tearing along to me with tempting news: in the next miner's settlement there was a maid-parasite from Moscow — well absolutely trouble-free. All vernjak — it, Kolka, already tried! Well, what to do? With Galej my darling, probably, I was at odds, evening free — paternal not to try destiny? Have run with Filippkom to a bus stop, have overcome 10 keme, have come to the house where there lived Muscovite Galina. (Not all, maybe, know, that in those days from Moscow moved, basically to Siberia, so-called parasites — doing not wish to work and receive the firm Soviet salary of individuals; there was article in the Criminal code for parasitism.) Kolka has knocked, has disappeared for dvermi, and I to admit, in a sceptical condition (yes it will not turn out a fig!) stood at a gate, smoked. Leaves Filippok. And behind it — a female figure in a padded jacket-quilted jacket. Whether to rejoice, whether is not present? Like as all poluchaetsja-turns up, but, on the other hand, — a padded jacket shameful … While I was defined with mood, they have come nearer, and I have cheered up: the maid has appeared very much even quite — years 25, brjunetochka with dark big eyes, even the jersey-styoganka could not spoil a figure. Certainly, on for the present young face were already appeared-were printed pripuhlye traces plentiful wine-vodka vozlijany, the voice has appeared smoked and nails on hands broken off, but this Galja for the present did not call disgust, by no means. Not delaying, we have passed on a lane to the river, were arranged on even green grass under a fence, bystrenko saw the brought large bottle of port, had a snack plavlenym a curd cake and … Also has appeared in time "and"! I, naturally, having conceded the right of "the first night» skilled Kolke, udalilsja-has gone down to the river, have sat there in a boat, looking on bystronesushchiesja dark waters and trying not to think of the coming. Yes how here not to think?! So it was thought, that shtantsy my completely not new hardly maintained a pressure torn outside of desires and forces. The silent call was distributed, I have seen Filippka on a slope and have understood: hour of mine patsanej an innocent youth has punched! — Give, Koljan! Not drejf! — having felt my confusion, the friend has encouraged. — the woman — a class! On not bending feet I have climbed up on jaru, have come nearer to a place of our picnic. It sat on the padded jacket, having clasped knees onions. It is washed away smiled to me towards. I, yet not believing, that will dare, has fallen on hunkers, have put a hand on its knee fitted by a rough stocking, have slipped a palm further, deep into and have suddenly felt a palm a warm skin, a naked body … And all has failed at once. More correctly — has blown up. Neither doubts, nor fears, nervous trembling. And the consciousness plainly any more was not. One all-consuming desire, desire, flesh languor. Only this sweet, hot instant to a pain of the first penetration-occurrence into a female body … was still embodied sharply in memory here To admit, despite all sharpness and shrillness of sensations-memoirs about a sexual debut — at me the next days and in thoughts was not to continue this novel. However a week later on a threshold it was drew Filippok and has puzzled: — There the Pebble has arrived … You wants! It, can, has told-has added to "see", but the phrase on sense has sounded so. I during the first instant have silly thought, that it is a question of mine Gale, but was then cut — about that, the Muscovite. She waited for us in wood. Having seen me — razulybalas, it was pulled towards, lips has substituted. It was and is strange, and it is hardly awkward, but also — it is pleasant, oh, damn! It this time, it was appreciable, has dressed up: a jacket bolonevaja, a skirt grey, beretik. Have dissolved kosterok, have drunk. It was guessed, that Kolka wishes to repeat the former scenario: he has started to hint in every possible way to me, winking and prikashlivaja, that supposedly is time to me and to leave them with Galej alone, to leave for a while. I had no objection, though also the mood from it prituhlo-was muffled. But suddenly our lady has introduced corrective amendments: — Filippok, — she has told cordially, — go, druzhochek, fire wood for a fire collect, and that goes out already and dies away … And longer do not come back! Well? — Good-good! — has muttered wounded to depth of soul and groin Kolka, leaving. — Half an hour will suffice? — We, druzhochek, will call you, when it is necessary … Filippku it was necessary to pine-loom in a distance the whole hour. Galina in this hour has given to me a lesson of corporally-sensual game under the full program. If one week ago I have passed with it a sex elementary school this time I could give out the certificate-certificate about the termination at least average trah-school. I do not know, maybe, with this Galina it was fated to me to pass and universities with postgraduate study on sex, but third our appointment has appeared also the last in a kind rather even drama events-consequences. This time, weeks through three, it has arrived specially to me — Filippka we and did not disturb. Already and that time Galja admitted to me, that has no the slightest desire to give to it, but nevertheless has conceded just once only with pity and by kindness — well not absolutely it in vain myorz-shivered the whole hour per wood while we enjoyed near kosterka a Kama Sutra. Galina, not being confused at all, has come to us home (then, on road to a stop, I have shown to it where I live), has knocked at a door. Has opened to it mutter (mother washing taught German at school), of course, was surprised to the strange guest who was obviously podshofe. However, that to come did not become, has only asked to call on "Sergey's" street. I have jumped out, all crimson, but become angry plainly could not — very much in the bottom of a stomach at once have tickled in an anticipation orgazmov … There was already an end of September, on the earth hoarfrost laid. I have led the zaznobu on a farm behind village, we there have found a shed with hay, and the is sinful-sweet lesson has proceeded to the full … When I have come back home, mother washing, words not speaking, have put on a kitchen table where I accepted the poor supper, magazine "Health" opened on page with article about venereal diseases. I only have confusedly hemmed also something have got nasty. And in three days when I have decided to cast in traditionally morning, eye illness was suddenly found out in me: only just the hot stream of a waste was pulled out from my body on will as my eyes have literally got out from a pain on a forehead. The mother has predicted! The theme for the separate story as I through pair pytochnyh the days, nevertheless frightened of journal article, was secured in district clinic as has found out, that love hvorjami in our rural hospital is engaged in combination (here a twist of fate!) the oculist yes besides mother of my former schoolmate as I said lies to it, crimson to a beet shade, about the forgetful sex adventures ostensibly in Abakan as the whole week perforated to me a bum pricks, pouring in in an infectious organism penicillin large doses (a gonorrhea then treated it, darling) as after course of treatment me have sent in a regional kozhno-venereologic clinic on testing and there passed I this accursed test (took off trousers, allowed to milk dry from myself "juice" on the analysis) for eyes of ten little girls-coevals — probationers of medical school … Fie, it is better not to recollect! To forget and this to a knot Galina, but as already spoke, — it is not forgotten. Good, let there will be an earth to it down (for certain after all for a long time already was gone-has disappeared from this light on that) … (THE FRAGMENT END) <<<(P. 6)
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