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2. Koitus (3) Alyoshe, on October, 1st, 13-15 (Thanks for hailstones of SUCH mails!) Lyoshka! Very much I even terrestrial and dense (in sense — from a flesh, by the way, ma says, that I have grown thin)! Called to you for the second day of arrival to Moscow, has found minute, but took tube D. N, and conversation as you understand, is not has gone right. MGPO (Moscow gorpisorganizatsija) and Litinstitut have arranged to us SUCH four days (from 7 mornings till 10 evenings — such here there was a creative menu-schedule). Came be all in. In general, all the rest — at a meeting. In capital thought of you continuously, especially — when walked on small streets of old Moscow. Old tsvetaevskaja Moscow to me where is closer, than modern, sick, distributed in breadth and especially in growth pervoprestolnaja! Good, I will load then. To a call-meeting! Gone on a spree poetesska Alinka. P. S. Lyosh! Hulio Cortazar it is simply ingenious, magnificent, sensitive and is thin!!! I will search, read! Spasibochki! Alyoshe, on October, 1st, 23-32 (it is perfect, that you are!) Lyoshenka! Thanks for evening! Thanks that waited!! Thanks, that you are!!! I fasten 14 photos SHarliz Teron — well as it to you? Smart, the truth? Alinchik-floret. Not to my Alina, on October, 1st, 23-47 (News) Alina, at me three news: 1) the House me was waited by is terrible-offended question D. N on an answering machine: it where you in 11 nights walk?! It was necessary to call to it on a mobile phone and to explain, that got warm from a beastly cold in a bath … 2) me has attacked after our appointment (itself you know why!) appetite: I have eaten three more sausages, a tomato and 10 irisok about a tea floor-litroj … 3) You still like me! 4) You are better, more beautiful, more perfect SHarlizki! It — is indisputable. 5) It to you thanks, that you are! I — that: tomorrow I do not become, you in ITS bed will cry in HIS SHOULDER is sensitive and will there and then be consoled under ITS caresses … And here if you disappear from my life is an ACCIDENT!. Do not disappear, native!!! Lyosha. To Alexey, on October, 2nd, 0-02 (Three are not a verb!) 1. Lyosh! Something at you the mood was froze, whether that? Perhaps under a rain taki has got wet, and the umbrella has not helped? Not to be discouraged, naval cadets … it is fine, I will not sing, «the Factory of stars», seems, has ended. 2. And here that I am better Teron is the real flattery, moreover and in the concentrated kind! It is not necessary to write it FOR me! 3. That you do now? I. Not to my Alina, on October, 2nd, 0-06 (it do not agree!) Alina, for me you, CERTAINLY, is better than everyones Teron and EVEN Dzhuly Roberts! (Zatseni!) I not the boy 17-year-old that in vain language to beat and be driven to the beloved on flattery. DO NOT LOWER me! Alexey. To Alexey, on October, 2nd, 0-14 (It agree!) Good, Lyosh, let FOR YOU I will be better Teron. Pleasantly! Already a nose has lifted up! The shalunja-little girl. Not to my Alina, on October, 2nd, 0-22 (it is fine …) Well here, one point have cleared. And now, Alina, give we will clear two more business-questions: 1) You have passed by attention (and souls) my assumption, that you still LIKE me … Well, comment! (It not the request, and — the requirement). 2) Reconsidering predgelendzhikskie mails, I have found out, that you at all have not answered one my extremely important message. Quite I suppose, that you for some reason or other have not received it. I Paste-repeat below its text: be caress — read and answer all fairly, in detail and not in a female way it is sincere … Alex. (Alina, I sit here now in full silence, in full loneliness, I reflect-think and — a horse-radish I do not understand. WHO you? WHAT FOR you? WHY you SUCH? Whether you one such, whether all your generation … At you some qualities of the soul, some concepts that such is good and that such is bad are washed away-atrofirovany. And the more so it is strange, that you read quite good books and like would understand their essence … Probably, at you the theory (the literature, cinema, moral principles) and a real life — on different poles, are incompatible. Alina, lovely, try to understand me, the person of other generation which possibly, already terribly has become outdated with the concepts that is possible also that cannot be done in this life to live with quiet conscience. 1) It is impossible (here I repeat) was to get acquainted and spend time on 13th of June (91/2 hours) with the boy to allow it to hold the hand with a wedding ring to touch a breast, it is terrible to wish to like it and most of it to grow fond and thus to feel-feel, how in you still there is my sperm, our potential child. 2) It is impossible (too I repeat) to arrange meetings-appointments with it in ours with you university. 3) It is impossible to happen to it on LITERARY evenings because I because of it cannot be on them, and for me it is a life, job, destiny. 4) And, of course, a trip to holiday on the south with it (and in Gelendzhik!) which you have planned are such TREACHERY of everything that was at us with you, that words at me simply are not present. You excuse, but only last prostitute, the woman without any morals can admit, that dreams with one muzhik can be carried out with another — what supposedly a difference … I understand, that my words on you will not work. I have already understood-has realised, that in this plan you really thick-skinned, you the egoist, you business and pragmatic not on age. You in this plan not girl Alina Latunkina, and simply — bljadyoshka Latunkina. But I nevertheless want, that there, in the south, you recollected and understood minutes of the high (after bathing, beer and when with it in bed), that you the TRAITRESS, that you have a rest ILLEGALLY, INADMISSIBLY and that all it from your party — NASTY THING … Live, have a rest, enjoy — time at you such strong nerves. Alexey.) To Alexey, on October, 2nd, 0-39 (Probably …) … still I like! As to a mail … Lyosh! All is correct! All is correct! But has occurred how has occurred! It was necessary for Someone! I did not want and I do not wish you to torment! However circumstances develop not in your advantage! Excuse … I — zasranka! Our meeting with Kolkoj is on June, 13th was, probably, a certain experiment vyshnih forces on purpose to look, chyo-nt leaves or is not present … Do not take offence at nonsenses-strangenesses of the cute little girl! Recollect Faulza! It is impossible 20-year-old to believe! Perhaps I in general to like I am not able (or have not learnt!). Good night! Let the rain behind a window will calm you, will weaken! And on kind, warm thought-note you will strong fall asleep, rolling in a pillow and soft dreams! Take care, be protected me! See you tomorrow! Alinka. Not to my Alina, on October, 2nd, 23-50 (I do not know …) Alina, I do not know, more correctly, I do not understand, that between us there is … Obmyslivaju now your words about experiment on June, 13th … Such nursery, irresponsible nonsense (excuse!) from your party … But I about other: after all on December, 29th too there was absolutely same experiment?! And it is now gone-lasts — not experiment? About your awkward phrase about in what advantage there are circumstances — that's it, to anybody from mortal and is never let know, that occurs to it in its advantage and that is not present … On the other hand, of what I do not wish to think, I wish to understand nothing and the nobility … I Know one: I think of you, I want you, I LIKE you!. Thanks, that was today at me, with me, HAS let in itself! Alexey. To Alexey, on October, 3rd, 10-46 (It I – such!) Lyosha! Excuse, but yesterday in a dream has pulled after grandiose «the Gold record player», therefore in the Internet-bedroom you had to sleep to one. And concerning December, 29th … Is not present, Lyosh, it was not experiment. You liked me and even very much, I in you have been already enamoured. Therefore, when you have called on January, 7th, I was on the seventh (!!!) the sky … And on June, 13th Sergey at all has not liked me … Good, a horse-radish from it — with this "Danish" psychology … D. N has arrived? Alina. P. S. You do not wish to meet today? Not mine Alinke, on October, 3rd, 17-45 (it is not guilty!) Alina, the computer knocked — repaired-treated its Nortons-utilities, therefore so has late contacted. About June, 13th and about "has not liked" it is not necessary: I saw your sight when you extended about its appearance, character and amazing professionalism in sex … Your new verses on Stihire — a class! I dare to hope, that they are turned to me, that they about us, what is it — your internal where I LIVE … Under the form and as a matter of fact — a gothic style. From what such terrible melancholy? Alinka, we are live! We nearby! We still remember-is thought about each other! And, how have agreed, about "were excused" more YET we will not be??!! To meet I want, and — where? D. N hangs over us the Sword of Damocles. Its mobile phone does not answer. And even if will answer and will tell, what arrival tomorrow — whether it is possible to believe? Give at 19-30 in our house … Alexey. Lyoshenke, on October, 3rd, 23-55 (the Theme — grief) Lyosh! I very much would like to fall asleep today on your shoulder … I listen now to a song with the symbolical name «My heart it is broken» is about me … D. N has arrived? Yours Alinka. Mine Alinke?, on October, 4th, 0-07 (Thanks. Yes.) Alinushka, Alinushka! Thanks for "shoulder"! But if you simple Russian have openly explained-has told today to me, that wish to spend all night long with me, to fall asleep in one bed … So simply to make the person happy! And who prevented to fall asleep to you yesterday on my shoulder in my pure cosy bed???!! Here whose heart is broken — so this mine (it I about a song) … D. N has arrived for half an hour before my arrival. Hrustno, my friend Alina, very much hrustno! Write to me still accurately and distinctly: whether all at us with you will be good? Yours Alyosha. P. S. How to you my new address line? P. R S.И the request: burn me a hot mail! Lyoshenke, on October, 4th, 0-15 (reserved Hotter!) Lyosha! And my new address line? Zatsenil? Al has not noticed? I think of you! Hotly? I recollect you constantly! Hot? I dream of you … Has burnt? Smoke. (And can, and a flame!) P. S. Good night, native mine! See you tomorrow! Mine Alinke?, on October, 4th, 23-55 (In a theme!) Alina, I do not understand, how the young beautiful clever little girl liking the clever good person (it is hot and even is hot) can, to be engaged in cold sex not with it, and with the stranger for it, the is professional-indifferent young partner … The address line is pleasant to me, but I will wait nevertheless — «To mine Lyoshenke! Pro I dream» — now would rain kisses on you, be you nearby!. Eh, Alinka, Alinka as thoughtlessly we lose day after day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alex. P. S. And — a question (it is possible?): as though to us with you tomorrow to remove STRESS (sounds roughly and lobovo — excuse!!!), as though to us to test happiness of full merge of souls and the bodies, FULL love (here it is more exact and more beautiful!)??????????????????? Lyoshenke, on October, 5th, 0-18 (And where Freud?) Lyosh! Concerning pressure removal … Happiness of full love? Sounds beautifully! But if it is fair, I do not want sex. So long! So good night! Cosy dreams! P. S. Present, that I you whole to all accessible and forbidden places, I iron, I caress lips, dummies, fingers … You you get into me at first language, then one finger, two and here IT already in me, slides gently-gently … our juice … Streams Good night! I am switched off also to run to you in a dream to WEAKEN … Alinka (this time again and alas — not bashful). Mine Alinke?, on October, 5th, 7-30 (Utreshnee) Good morning, Alinas! Has woken up today in early wound (6-00) — a pillow all wet from tears! And I cried bitterly for insult and burning all night long that you persistently, maniacally and essentially repeat as if you do not wish to be engaged with me sex … Me it strains, lowers, humiliates, offends, kolbasit, stryomit, irritates, ages, neschastlivit, oppresses, apatiruet etc ., etc ., and so forth It is not necessary, and!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Give today we will meet THERE — at 16-00. Your Alex. Lyoshenke, on October, 6th, 8-30 (From the guilty!.) Lyoshenka! Please, excuse me! I behaved yesterday ugly and disgustingly! After all I wanted you (already all flared!), yes here dur any has rolled … All night long did not sleep, and in the evening nothing could do! What I all the same the silly woman! You are right, I am a silly little girl, the traitress and muchitelnitsa! You know, how I concern you! About the Lord was sorry and from you I ask — excuse, excuse, excuse … Please, excuse me and I beg — DO NOT HATE!!! Alina. To Alexey, on October, 8th, 1-07 (I can not so!) Lyosh! Allow to be reconciled! Our war and will ruin us! Health each other we spoil (at me — the 20-year-old little girl — yesterday the heart has taken!) excuse me for nonsense! Allow to be reconciled! Alina. Latunkinoj, on October, 8th, 9-12 (Specification-offer) Alina, native mine! I did not quarrel with you. As soon as you will tell to me or will write about the following: «Lyosha, I like you! I very strongly WANT you! Give we will meet!.», — there and then all foolish, silly, absolutely unnecessary misunderstanding between us will be dissolved-will disappear absolutely and, I hope, for a long time … Alexey. P. S. I took today a compensatory holiday, now I am going to in wood on mushrooms: if you want — I will take with myself (the professorial power I allow to shirk to you study!). If it agree – urgently call — we will meet at a stop. To Alina, on October, 8th, 21-06 (Has dreamt …) Alina, to me has dreamt, as if today I have got out in wood on mushrooms. Weather excellent, wood is perfect, mushrooms suffice, but, you I admit, to one it was melancholy enough. However, I consoled-entertained myself in any imaginations. And as the imagination at me works quite you can present that to me there namechtalos. For example, that you with me in wood and as if (excuse!) we with you love each other REALLY (that is we have sex!) at the big fallen tree. And then the imagination in general was played, and I have seen as though personally as you represent-parody a fountain «Pisajushchaja the girl», yes besides not once … I was so is happy (without any jokes)!!! Home has dragged more buckets of perfect honey agarics among which some features of ceps (that for me became a surprise) have got even is for market prices for 120 roubles. D. N it is happy. However, it is now silent matjugaetsja in kitchen, touching mushrooms — mnogovato, in its opinion: the half-bucket would suffice also. And you, pleasure washing how has spent this day? Whether had where what EXTRAMARITAL AFFAIRS with everyones maloletkami? Whether thought of me?? Whether missed??? Alex. Lyoshe, on October, 8th, 23-10 (Chaotic!) Lyosh! Cool at you the composition-skazochka on a theme has turned out: «As I have spent day». And I — SIMPLY LIVED today … The foolish woman I silly: has not thanked you by parting for SUCH day! Thanks!!! You have presented to me autumn wood — pacifying, deserted, philosophical … And we liked today each other «at the big fallen tree», indeed, REALLY … you Are able to transform all into a fairy tale! I leave to long in a dream! (Me it is for some reason sad …) Write to me something to a way-road! Alinka. To Alina, on October, 8th, 23-39 (With you!.) Alina, a source-reason of your grief — are foggy. You — in something a riddle. Though you repeat-repeat, as if HE understands you better, than I — all it, excuse, hrenoten. It is possible to understand up to the end prostrike like Hvostova. You — the clear head, talent, depth, complexity, in a word, — the PERSON! To Settle-understand you up to the end it is impossible. Do not long, native. You, possibly, again glozhut detsko-naive thoughts on your change, division, treachery, dissoluteness, etc . Do not believe itself! Everything, that you do — will be correct if you do it on love and not to force is artificial yourself … Like me, as I you! I am more and more convinced, that most, possibly, HAPPY HAPPINESS in my life — you! But I as know, that if I will bother you, to me will be worse. Therefore — I am excused. You Will want-will solve — you will call. Whole (itself you know HOW)! Good night and sweet erotic dreams! Thanks and from me to you for today! In my opinion, we were happy. Give the God more than such days!!! Alexey. Lyoshe, on October, 8th, 23-47 (Otmjakla!) Lyoshka! Uh! Thanks! I will sleep now, as the baby! And you of all same warm, gentle and velvety (??!). CHaonki! Become cheerful Alinka. To Alina, on October, 9th, 12-56 (About weather and presentiments) Alina, smart guy, with kind clear solar morning! Weather pleases, but at me, alas, a presentiment, that today you WILL not be mine, more than that is you there will be NOT mine … Hrustno, a friend my eternal, hrustno! Send to me to a consolation (??!) last mails Zamzueva about which you said, that in them it loses ofitsialnost — me it terribly interestingly and will distract from REAL thoughts. D. P. S. About one I today I regret — has not kissed, has not caressed yesterday in wood something GENTLE and VELVETY. And I so like it to do!!!!!! Lyoshe, on October, 9th, 22-38 (miniotchyotik) Lyosh! The day off all has spent in job-bustle (a museum, the market, course, Lenka). Zamzuevsky last electronic masterpiece — after line. Such here pisjulki! I. __________________________ Hello, Alinka! It is again glad to your letter. Greetings to all heads of a seminar I will pass. For thanks photo. You very beautiful! When at me it will be melancholy on a shower, I will look at your portrait and me, I believe, at once it becomes easier. Inform me the phone — I wish to hear your voice. Quiveringly-quiveringly I look forward to hearing. Maksimilian Zamzuev. To Alina, on October, 9th, 23-56 (U-u-uffff!) Alinas as you understand, I weigh day thought on a habit the worst. And that to you would be not to tinkle before ubyogom in a museum (I was the at home one) or not pisnut to steam of words of reciprocal words on my yesterday's night mejlik … Well it is fine. It is terribly glad, that you have spent this perfect day in job-bustle. I too ploughed today, as the whole beehive of bees: has finished the story (tomorrow there was last editing-proof-reading), has created and has printed pieces any six documents on chair, has established ostatnie programs in a computer including yours vidalku (?) so tomorrow I will look at last to "Fried" (if anything OFF-SCHEDULE, PERFECT and DISTURBING does not happen!). Besides, descended with D. N on a cemetery also has made one more kind pioneer business: has wished by phone happy birthday Olju. promezhdu, its mysterious reason (Oli) hysterics in September (you remember, I told — has met it in the street, has greeted, and it me otbrila) was found out: it appears, D. N to it has called and has threatened to inform the husband, that it snoshaetsja with Domashnevym … It would be necessary to laugh, but not to laughter: the husband at Olga does not joke, when promises it to kill for change. And it is especially silly and is insulting, that after last change there have passed 8 months … By the way, about changes: tone zamzuevskoj pisjulki is not pleasant to me! Obscene tone. And its hints obscene. Alina, be the clear head: any phones, differently it zasnoshaet domoganijami. Oh, as I like, when you serious and clever!!! And — tender, gentle. (It again a hint!!!). I kiss you! Alexey. Lyoshe, on October, 10th, 0-10 (a consciousness Stream) D. N — a knot. Olja — poor. I — simply silly woman. You — simply charm. Zamzuev — prostatitno (??!) the slippery. P. S. Alas, tomorrow — again the blockage has put (it too a sad hint). Your silly woman. To Alina, on October, 10th, 0-15 (Honesty!!!) Alina, I ask you without hints: bystrenko to me answer — there will be we tomorrow or not? And if is not present, allow then to be excused yes in a dream. I like frankness and frankness in relations between people! Alexey. Lyoshe, on October, 10th, 0-20 (the Sad fact) Lyosh! Excuse (and do not take offence!), but I am sewn up, therefore a meeting (alas, alas, alas …) am transferred on Monday! Write, when you can be called zavtreva (if it is possible — without superfluous ears). Alinka. To Alina, on October, 10th, 21-00 (About two things …) Alina, today you has by the way told awful, mean, nasty, vile, repugnant, shizodebilnuju a phrase: the pier, Goshin, unlike me, does not demand IT … In this connection I ask you to understand-acquire the … female brains two simple things: 1) I never from you demanded, do not demand and I will not demand "it". unizhenno to ask-elicit (that, to shame and the shame, I supposed recently!) and to demand are absolutely different concepts of Russian. 2) it is not necessary to compare-compare more me at least in conversations with me with everyones zamzuevymi, goshinymi, nesushkinymi and so forth Such boys in everyone baranovskoj to a gate on a bunch, and Domashnev, agree, at least in Baranove, — one. Only most rasposlednjaja the silly woman cannot understand it (I mean both points). As I you for the such cannot and I will not begin to consider, means, there is one explanation: you again feign ignorance, played, have a good time for the bill of others … In vain! To answer it is not necessary — simply take into consideration. Alexey Domashnev. P. S., Maybe, Goshin in general it is pleasant to you, time you will be trampled to it on birthday? Lyoshe, on October, 10th, 21-28 (has taken into consideration!) Aleksejushka! I understand, that you are angry. I will not compare-compare you any more etc . Though why not to compare the best to the worst (you with others)? Good, everything, I am silent. If you want — to Goshinu on heppi byozdej I will not go. Be not angry, do not take offence, you — the best, whatever one may do. At me mood now plavjashcheesja, lyrical. Tomorrow you we will meet (not so virtually). Has become bored! For now I wait for greetings-answer at 23-30. You at me — the clear head. Remember it. I thank destiny that we have met and we think about each other. You are inseparable from me. Smoke. P. S. Goshin the good person, but cannot like me in any way: you know — I thick do not like. It you with Kolkoj at me both is strojnenkie boys! (A joke!) To Alina, on October, 10th, 23-42 (I do not know …) Eh, Alina, Alina! Your words are sweet, jokes are risky … Today from 3 o'clock walked on Quay, one then sat in a pizzeria (by the way — has drunk beer; instead of it would be necessary!): such melancholy! Such insult on you! (Such wonderful day should be — ours!!!) then looked to "Fried" — again in a theme. And the hero (artist-fat man) associated at me with you, and poor Fried — with me. It whom owned did not appreciate! Has thought suddenly then, yes — late … About goshinskogo birthday you unequivocally know the answer — what for a question to set? I live in expectation of a meeting! Alexey. Lyoshe, on October, 11th, 23-08 (It is gloomy …) Lyosh! More shortly, you to me have lowered mood the beeches! It in your spirit! Today I by the way which with whom have quarrelled (because of you!) mood not all that well. I leave to sleep. And you the same I wish. Well and it is fine, has gone to sleep. See you tomorrow. Dreams to you — relaksirujushchih! See you tomorrow. Alinka. To Alina, on October, 12th, 0-14 (Yes, weather presses!) Alinas, at me, alas, mood too not all that well. I which with whom too have quarrelled tonight (because of you). The tone if you hardly before a mail write would rise at me and has informed, that HAS left WHICH WHOM BECAUSE OF me … And quarrels … The falling out of lovers is the renewal of love. Whether it is not enough at you with it still quarrels will be in this long life. I already on light will not be, and all of you will ssoritsja-be reconciled … For God's sake, I beg you: be not depressed today (I think, you will read it in the morning), do not spoil, do not break ours with you fragile happiness! You were during our last appointment-affinity such darling, native, former … See you, pleasure washing, tomorrow (today)! Alyosha. To Alina, on October, 12th, 21-09 (Still on fire!) Alina, my pleasure! I still on fire! It is ascertaining. If have not left so quickly, I, probably, once again … nadtsat would like to press you to most to the … to heart!. Good, hardly I will restrain an ardour, oholonu. Photofiles I send. As tried to integrate — with some difficulty. Has made everything, that could. promezhdu proother, only oposlja you have guessed, that, certainly, wished-dreamt to scan and to steam of shots with IT, yes were ashamed to ask. And in vain has not asked. I that — the cave man? Mastodont? A brontosaur iglokozhy? Would scan without ceremony and to steam of photos, where you with it. Tomorrow bring, I and — will make. Alinka, call to me more often, at any time. Mails, but me your voice would be desirable and to hear mails. You know, that in a room I usually one, with the closed door. Be courageous (!) and generous (?). Whole in a gentle, soft and velvety breast (at first left, then — right)! Lyoshka. Lyoshe, on October, 12th, 21-25 (!!!) Thanks, Lyosh! Both for photos and for itself you know THAT (trudjage Vase — my hot kiss!) … More and more time, Lyoshka: thanks that you — such remarkable: gentle and liking! alinus. To Alina, on October, 13th, 21-48 (About an ear and pots) Alina, went today after job by your house, got tired, and it was again amazed any neujutu, proceeding from it. These grey rough walls of your apartment, any melancholy "state" window of your room … Prished home, I undertook to cook for a supper to an ear (however what there to embellish — soup from fish canned food!) to prepare standard salad from tomatoes with greens, and itself razdumalsja-was lost in day-dreams … I come home (let and tired), I call, open to me YOU (in cheerful fartuchke, to hands on an elbow in a flour), give smacking kiss in lips and cheerfully speak: the pier, in an oven in pots our liked roast ripens, I here blintsy stop to bake, and you, the darling, run buy beer pair of small bottles!. And I, there and then vzbodrjas and having stuck out a breast a wheel (well and ALL the rest!), joyfully I answer: and I have already bought, native, — your liked Czech "Goat"! We bystrenko also it is sweet we have supper, from a half-hour we pretend, that we look video or we listen to music, constantly kissing on a sofa, then nastruivaem a hot bath, together we luxuriate in it and — nyrk in bed … As you understand, from such pictures-dreams I have languished (as D. N houses were not and till now are not present, and already 21-40), has very much-preochen wanted to hear your darling voice, number, and you as you guess — tju-tju has dialled. It was at 18-00. I have not born and have called back at 19-00, and again mamik have answered … I Was understood-was convinced definitively, that alinusja washing communicates this evening, most likely, with a gopher … It and anything to reconcile it is possible (as speak in the people: against a wind not popisaesh!) but for what to deceive it is necessary on trifles — here that I cannot understand. After all I have asked you in University: you will be with it today? You have answered accurately: no, houses on a computer I will work. Would tell the truth, I at least would not call as last fool and rasposledny the idiot, did not bother your ancestors … In general, good. The mood at me still sad, only does not remain in this grief of sweet and tenderness … Alas! Uncle Lyosha. Lyoshe, on October, 13th, 23-13 (I Will ask not to roll to a flank!) Lyosh, at home me, indeed, it was not observed. But there was I at other "gopher" (aha, the heart has missed a bit!). At Lenki. At it there the SUCH is created! Tomorrow I will tell. I have got tired mortally, (sorry!) as knot, therefore I will go to sleep-snuffle. I wish you too sweet dreams. With utretsa I will glance — that you there to me otpisal. pokeda. Got tired (from all and all!) Alinka. To Alina, on October, 13th, 23-33 (More and more time!) Alina, you, really, as the child unreasonable! Last time I say to you, what I do not understand, why you have started to ignore phone??!! Till 16-00 you could call me on chair, from 17-30 — home (from the house, from Lenki, from the automatic machine, from a mobile phone, with hu … nika — whence and somehow!!!) Tomorrow morning I wait for a call. Please! There will be houses till 10-00, and then will go to university. To a call! Alexey. To Alina, on October, 15th, 10-15 (the Statement!) Alina, I have compared all — all your stories-explanatories, all your obmolvki-reservations and have understood: you 13‑го fucked with the gopher, and to me noodles hung up about Lenku and its problems … It at you with conscience of a problem. A knot you! Alexey. Lyoshe, on October, 15th, 12-23 (the Order!) Lyoshenka, excuse me! Yes, I was 13th with it, yes, ALL at us was — it too the person! What to do, if I MEET it … Well what for you have again drunk?! Lyosh! Behave well! At me all has fallen (that could!) when I have heard your voice! Be not foolish! Give today we will meet — necessarily! Hour per four — it is good? Alina. To Alina, on October, 15th, 12-50 (the Question an edge) Alina, you that, want both with it, and with me — with both? Then give group sex we will be engaged — can, so it will be easier … Domashnev. Lyoshe, on October, 15th, 13-21 (Not!) Not, Lyoshenka, the group sex will not turn out: Kolka mine still very constraining boy: it even oral sex, estimate, for the extreme considers … And if it is serious: we how I have understood, meet at 16-00? I wait, to a grief, tomljus!. The Alinka-hooligan. Lyoshe, on October, 15th, 23-19 (Uh!) Lyosh! Evening you to me have presented today the perfect! Your caresses, your embraces and it ALL REST is simple a gift of heavens! Thanks! I like you! Smoke. P. S. But we with you drank today wine in vain — and without it to us also it would be good … Lyoshe, on October, 16th, 23-23 (Or or!) Lyosh, I ask you — do not call to me home to the drunk! Only I have sat down for course — was filled up Lenka and have persuaded-has prevailed upon to go to relax in a pizzeria. I have agreed, and that else to do, time you irritate the behaviour! I have come somewhere for about one hour back, and here news from mum: «drunk Alexey Alekseevich Called!» Here to you, the grandma, and JUrev day! Have come! Lyosh, do not enter into hard drinking or FOR EVER FORGET ABOUT me, THAT I EXIST! Become normal: the person, instead of a monkey! Your Alina. Quiet sober night to you and vigorous morning! To Alina, on October, 17th, 9-23 (Has understood) Alina, thanks, native, that heart for me is ill you! I will not be foolish! Itself has got tired. Very much I hope you today to see. Now, most likely, I will go to buy to myself a mobile phone. You, of course, still sleep. I will call — sober later. Alexey. P. S. And as heart is ill me! And — a head! But not from a hang-over. I recollect our last (pozavcherashnjuju) a meeting: as undressed you, ironed-caressed-kissed a breast («the nipple formed») as a sight, easy pushing of a hand asked to turn to me a back to accept the (ours!) a liked pose … And here I think-represent — after all you IN THE SAME WAY do ALL with it! E-e-eh!. Lyoshe, on October, 17th, 23-50 (Boycott!!!) Both you, and it — both about same! You both have tortured me! Here I will take I will throw both of you yes I will find to myself new … Good, it is jokes. And here that is serious: Alexey, to you I will not talk (especially to communicate) — while you will not come up from this shit! Oppositely! Disgustingly! Disgustingly! Has bothered to listen to your drunk speeches-promises that you will stop to drink! I do not believe! The liar! I HATE you SUCH! Alina. |
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