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LJUPOF P. 12 |
PART THE SECOND 1. A prelude Naturally, Alexey Alekseevich and to a mail has not believed. Let, let the girl will play in separation-parting! Week they again did not meet — only phone and mails. And here has rolled-has appeared suddenly also Alina's birthday. Domashnev has in good time bought a gift — gold ear rings-carnations. They had somehow on this theme a conversation so he knew: to it such — well very much on heart will have and to the person. As for a long time already agreed, still when in the spring its birthday together marked, and this time should celebrate were together: at first in cafe, well and then — on nakatannomu to the scenario … In morning of a holiday there was a discomfiture. Alexey Alekseevich has got into a portfolio for futljarchikom with earrings and has not found out it. It was necessary whole half an hour on pleasure to neighbours to fight-clash with Darya Nikolaevnoj — has begun to sob eventually, has thrown a box: — On, choke, a reptile! To me on birthday nasty roses has brought, and young a knot on a gift and thousand it is not a pity to this?! Cattle! A dog old!. The holiday beginning well, it is possible to tell, it was not possible. Continuation too has gone not to a stream. Already from street, from the automatic machine has phoned to Alina, has playfully asked: — Well, love washing, when and where we meet? It suddenly a cold shower has poured: — You know, excuse, laces have put the ultimatum — only houses birthday to celebrate … If you want — give tomorrow we will meet, as always, hour per three … Well? A horse-radish to itself! However Alexey Alekseevich before an iron box of the payphone has made a good mine, has almost cheerfully told: — Tomorrow so tomorrow … But I should hand over a gift today! Also do not take in head to mind. I now will approach on your house, leave on a corner, all for a minute. And, not waiting the answer-objection, a tube has hung up. When has approached by a taxi — Alina already waited for it at a supermarket show-window. Domashnev, uvidav it from the car, has not choked nearly with tenderness and undercover melancholy. In light dzhinsikah and a cherry shirt-jacket, thin, it was looked before by the girl, before the child … During such moments when he looked at it, in its brain or in a shower gentle definition to tears — «My girl by all means sformirovyvalos-waved!.» Domashnev, not hesitating of passers-by, has hot embraced Alina, has hugged, it was buried by the person in its shoulder — just as on platform baranovskogo station in day of returning from Siberia. Has then kissed long and greedy, has got hasty from a pocket futljarchik, sentencing ridiculously: — Here, here!. It to you!. I congratulate!. Alina has opened a velvet box, ojknula, is sweet has given smacking kiss to him in lips: — Oh, Lyosha, what charm! Thanks! It there and then in impatience has broken silver earrings-hoops from ears (the gift — Domashnev knew — CHashkina), has passed gold carnations, has turned before shop glass. — A glamour! Alexey Alekseevich weakened by good luck, already was lost in day-dreams to incline Alina at least on express appointment, an hour on ones and a half, but suddenly it has almost started back from it, was discharged. What is? Domashnev after its sight has turned back: the boy came nearer to them with a ridiculous thick bunch-bouquet of short colours in crackling cellophane kulke svetlenky, absolutely belobrysyj. It and without that pink puhljavoe the person at the sight of Alina tritely crimson stains, the smile has moved apart thick lips to ears. — Alexey, excuse! See you tomorrow! It is time to me! It plainly and to react was not in time, as its Smoke has already disappeared-has turned round the corner, to an entrance. The youth, having slipped on Alexey Alekseevichu an estimating sight, has walked in the same direction. Well and well! To see, the student — one of its admirers-kobelkov. Alexey Alekseevich has tried to recollect, whether saw it at faculty, and could not: on persons memory at it was simply disgusting. Yes-a-a, the lucky person! With what pleasure professor Domashnev would exchange now with this pink-checked boy roles — to it so sharply was lost in day-dreams to sit behind a celebratory table in Alina's house, to communicate humanly to her parents … Alas, alas! For the next day the meeting-appointment has turned out more than strange. In cafe, the truth just as before, have sat well and lovely — have a little bit drunk, have chatted. Have come on apartment. And here any ridiculous phantasmagoria there has begun: Alina and answered kisses, and has undressed willingly, and in bed has laid down … But here it as if has jammed: a pier, give, Lyoshenka, without sex — we will simply be lain down-will snuggle up … It first has thought — a trick, but she persisted, and business has reached almost quarrel. Eventually Alina nevertheless has conceded "just once", but was given without heat, inertly, obviously constraining itself … That the situation already practically was at a deadlock — Domashnev has started to understand-realise, when, having had a drink strong for about a week and having regained consciousness, undertook to achieve a meeting with Alina. She refused flatly. Their one telephone conversation, hysterical and painful, lasted hour two. Alexey Alekseevich, having lost ostatnie pride particles, nearly with tears begged: — Alina, well give we will meet, we will talk!. Well why you do not want? Same it is silly! In what the reason? — To you it will be sick … — she suddenly has silently told. — What? — Not at once has caught Domashnev. — That you have told? — To you it will be sick, — is already firmer, she has resolutely repeated. — Speak! Speak!!! — he has almost cried. — that you torment me! — At me is … another. Alexey Alekseevich has choked, has not believed. — You say lies! What for you say lies?! — No, it is the truth, — as it is silent and it is guilty she has told. And this note of guilt in its voice was more convincing than any words. — Who it? How call? — Itself being surprised gushed spokojnosti, an equal voice has asked Domashnev. — Sergey … It not at once has reached, but nevertheless … — That gopher? From «Nine and a half hours»?! — Yes. — And it it in your birthday with a bouquet was? — Yes. — You have found it? — No, he has called. — Means, you then still have given phone to it? With a sight … — Cease! So it has turned out … — Well what for?! Even if you have decided to leave me — why one cannot stay any time? Well you hurry?! — You know, I can be one … To me it is not necessary, that near to me necessarily someone was … Well it is direct frazochka from a lexicon of heroines SHarliz Teron! — How one? And I? Really I already was not present?! — Lyosh, we with you do not have FUTURE … — What … — Alexey Alekseevich has faltered, has swallowed a clod, — at you with it already ALL was? — No. While. We simply walk. — How walk? — Ordinary. We meet in the evenings and it is walked — on Quay … — It that, — was not kept from bitter sarcasm Domashnev, — does not try to warm your breast any more? — Be not loaded, Alexey when it is necessary — will warm … — A knot! — Alexey Alekseevich and shvarknul a tube about a table has broken. For it became full unexpectedness when next day, in the evening, hours per nine, she has called — it sat, any serial stupidly looked. Even more strongly it has started to become stupid, when the situation has cleared up. It appears, she called from any country beach where they bathe with this gopher Kolej, and she calls to it, Domashnevu, with Kolinogo a mobile phone … Alexey Alekseevich even speech gift has for a while lost. Then has wearily asked: — At it that, the car is? — Yes, "Oka". — Cool! — Alexey Alekseevich has grinned. — Well and that it is necessary to you? — I THINK of you … — Also what, it prevents to bathe to you? Or to fuck with it? By the way, it that — near to you now? Listens? — No, I in other end of a beach have left … What for you so … spitefully! Anything we "do not fuck" — except kisses, at us still anything and was not … Lyosha, the truth, me now so it is heavy!. I like you! — it has sobbed. — Yes that occurs?! — even has screamed, having forgotten about care, Domashnev, but has there and then muffled a voice — though its room with a room of the wife was divided by kitchen and two TVs worked-muttered in apartment, but doors because of a heat were open. — you like me so come back now in a city and give we will meet. — I can not … — it was audible, as Alina sniffs, smorkaetsja in a kerchief. — I do not know, what for have called. … so it would be desirable to hear your voice! I think, both I think, and I think of you!. Good, excuse! And it was disconnected. Night Alexey Alekseevich practically did not sleep. However, as well as previous. Turned, recollected, thought. Over itself grinned: well and vlip in a situation, a goat old! Yes really it so is serious?. * * * Next day they have met. However, Alina only having crossed a threshold "javochnoj" apartments, somehow has hopelessly asked: — Lyosh, give without sex, and? Only in a bath we will lie down … But there and then, has not had time Domashnev to inflate with sense of a lip, hardly it was softened-has given in: — Good, good, do not pout! But — only minet, well? Alexey Alekseevich did not like this mot, and it was not pleasant to Alina, but he has guessed-has understood, why it has used now it, moreover and has intentionally allocated-has underlined with tone. Well, minet so minet — time such confusion has gone; to be fastidious it was not necessary. As Alina has made all willingly, is hot — with habitual pleasure. Besides then, already in a warm joint bath, both of them razogrelis again-were excited and more have just once sinned … Domashnev, certainly, has not restrained, again as though has between times taken an interest, already when put on — as though for fun, hardly making mischief: — Yesterday NOT ZAKONTACHILI with it UP TO THE END — there, on a beach? — No, — it is serious, not having supported tone, Alina has answered. — but I all the same already With IT … — Also have not had time to boil Alexey Alekseevich, have firmly added: — Everything, Lyosh, the truth, at us with you of SUCH meetings … should not be good any more? Well give simply we will close, native people, as the brother with sister … — Aha, — he has bitterly grinned, — tell still — as papik with a daughter … A stop have reached silently. They could drive three stops together, but Alexey Alekseevich has muttered, that has decided to walk on foot. When has driven the necessary bus, Alina itself has shaken to it, has embraced, strong, vzasos has kissed. Only it was included into salon, from sitting any boy-albino has jumped, has jumped up to it. My God, yes same — Kohl's gopher! Domashnev hardly was has not rushed to the bus, but has kept itself: and sense? Spent a sight — the gopher hot spoke something to Alina, roughly gesticulating, it, having looked down, listened … Certainly, within the next few days it was possible and not to dream of a meeting. Alina both by phone, and in mails persistently repeated, that-de does not wish "Kolke" to do painfully, that that case and so for him became a shock (a gopher saw, it appears, in a bus window as they kissed at parting, besides he knew, that at Alina with APARTMENT Domashnevym) — after all she assured the boy of that area, that on a former life-love «the fat point» … is put Alexey Alekseevich during everyone nervomotatelnogo telephone conversation or Internet contact to persistence of the masochist extorted: there was at them IT or still is not present? These dopytyvanija enraged Alina, she persisted-assured — is not present. While is not present … And meetings-appointments with Domashnevym refused at all. But on August, 4th she suddenly easily and has agreed at once on a meeting. Waited for it as have agreed, on Quay, on a bench at technical university. In a white cap-bejsbolke, a jeans suit, krossovkah — well directly innocent girl-teenager. Domashnev at once has noticed in its behaviour something strange. A minute later has understood, that the day before it, to see, has not bad drunk. But also besides it something was in it unusual, unusual, new — any block, apathy, depression … Or — guilt? But Alexey Alekseevich on its mood has not given in — very much was glad to unexpected appointment. Undertook to bother its conversations, jokes-jokes to roll. They have bought an enormous water-melon (Alina adored them), have come HOME, were arranged behind a table in a room. Alina ate a water-melon, inertly spitting out sunflower seeds in a plate, and Domashnev simply sat, having leant the elbows on a table and having propped up a head a hand, looked at the liked girl, was blissfully happy. It has made progress in Alina to become bored. She, having finished off the next scarlet chunk, has put a crust on a plate, has wiped a napkin of a lip and has told: — Yesterday IT has occurred. — What "it"? — Continued by inertia lybitsja Domashnev, but has there and then understood, it was straightened as from blow. — trahnulis?! She silently has nodded a head. Further all has occurred quickly and by itself. Alexey Alekseevich has risen, silently has jumped up to Alina, has seized it for shkirku as if nashkodivshuju a cat, has pulled off from a chair, has put in her hands a dish with the rests of a foolish water-melon, has dragged the frozen little girl on a corridor, has opened a door, vytolkal it vzashej for a threshold and has thrown out following its nasty krossovki: «Has gone, a s-s-bough!!!» However, it so in dreams represented-dreamt much later it to itself(himself). It it so SHOULD arrive-make. Actually Domashnev has dejectedly stooped on the chair, having clamped fists between knees, and minutes three it is intense about something thought, bent lips. In a room the oppressive silence was condensed. Ringed somewhere, the fly fought in a window. Alexey Alekseevich has lifted a foggy sight on Alina and suddenly not that has asked, not that has ordered: — Lay bed. It has obediently risen, has started to display a sofa, has got bedsheets, pillows from a case, has laid, has looked at all as sitting in dejected pose Domashneva as though interrogatively, not having waited reactions, has undressed, has laid down, has taken cover a bedsheet to a chin. Alexey Alekseevich then only has risen, too has undressed, has lain down to it, has cast away away a bedsheet and without any preludes-caresses and kisses silently and has roughly pulled hard on it … Then when all has come to an end, has leant back on a back, has levelled breath, has hoarsely asked: — What for you have made it? — I do not know … — inertly and being as though justified she has answered. — so it has turned out … It after all too the person … And has drunk superfluous … — Yes I not about that, not about yesterday's … What for now, at us was? — I do not know … After all to you it it is necessary … — Thanks, — he has bitterly grinned. — well and yesterday — as, it was pleasant? — Anything, for first time quite even … Long only … Alexey Alekseevich has risen on an elbow, has peered at her face, its breath has become frequent, under cheekbones tumours came. — Well and what I should you answer? — Alina has plaintively stretched. — do not torment me! — Well at least — that has not understood … A-a, good! Domashnev has given up as a bad job, has leant back on a pillow. Heart as if have wrapped up in an emery paper and have pressed down cargo. He understood-had a presentiment — come in his life nervomotatelnye fragmentary days and nights. The painful hungover period. |
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© Rosedkin Sergey Nikolaevich, 2001 |
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