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2. Koitus (6)
To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 15th, 22-40 (Spasibushki!!!) Lyosha, today there was a remarkable day: and about verses, the literature have talked, and have against each other seen enough, and naljubilis (it was divine!!!). Well or nearly so naljubilis — at me, foolish, always undereating! Unless time with the liked person can be enough! On the other hand, the gluttony is too badly. In general, you to me have presented this day (your gifts this month — simply fairy tale!). Thanks, the darling! I will not burst into tears, probably (!?). To thank you and destiny always I will be! With you I blossom! Alinka — joyful to ears (and to IT too!). Aline, on April, 15th, 22-54 (Return!) Alina, I return to you «spasibushki!» In the triple size is to you, you, native!!! It you gave today me pleasures, but, alas, not all such kind. In sense of SUCH pleasures I, of course, from anybody any more do not wait, but here and that nerves did not wind — too it would be desirable. Get me and houses, and at job … Has got tired! Good, about bad I will not be. Low (we will tell prjamee — bed) instincts, my crumb, please, constrain. My Vasily Alekseevich and so already begins on the sly ofigevat: the pier, what is this overtime and off-schedule jobs, yes, say, whether will be for it bonus?. (Not a joke!) Whole in a teeth and manicure (something on distortions has pulled)! Lyosh Lyoshich. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 15th, 23-00 (Give we will be defined!) Lyosh Lyoshich you mine! About bed instincts in my "innocent" letter (except last line-zanozki) was nothing. And that last line — next "thanks" you for (excuse-and-i-i!!!) CLASS SEX! Well excuse! And about bonus for Vaski (well excuse again!) and «Not a joke» — has not understood. Rest he, whether that, demands? Explain. J.Neponjatlivaja. Aline, on April, 15th, 23-48 we (are defined) Alinka, well what you dull! Bonus for Vasily there can be only one: more caress, attention, tenderness and so forth — still, more and more! Eh you, such elementary things are necessary, having blushed shame to explain! And in general — all is idle talk: like me as I you, and — all will be hockey, tennis and even handball with figure skating … Alinochka, not be bukoj, bystrenko wish me good night, go bainki, come to me in a dream and tomorrow meet me a smile, a kiss, embraces and the hot invitation in bed … CHmok!!! The uncle the Sloven. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 15th, 23-55 (We are brief!) Uh, has coaxed! You at me everywhere: in a head, in heart, in all body and even — in the computer … Wished not to speak — a surprise to make, but feelings hold apart: I write now the review of your book … Hardly has come off — in the Internet has run. Solar mine, I will spill in you decline cream … Though as it so — solar mine and a decline. Good, then heavenly mine, I will spill in you decline cream … Continuation read in my new verses on Stihire — www.stihi.ru/author.html? lan2004. Would lay you now in postelku, has warmed in embraces and a dream has given to drink both. But … it somehow then, in our life which, I hope, not far off (give the God!) for now — good night, do not disconnect the heart before a dream: then also I will dream you! See you tomorrow! Whole in a neck three times and once in a nouse! Your girl. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 16th, 21-00 (Tuk-tuk!) Alexey Alekseich, unlock heart bolts — the love has come! I have come! Has come to you on svidane: in grey panties, a violet T-shirt, pink slippers and its horse-radish knows what colour ochochkah! How to you such prikid?! Good, it is good to be joked-play the fool. Has looked «Secret of plot» — in my opinion, saw this film earlier. If it is fair, pretty girl Gibson has played excellent: much more plausibly and more emotionally, than ours Julka Roberts. Such dark blue I like: psychological, extremely topical, tightening … Thanks for filmets — are above than to reflect: love, trust, memory, will power … When Gibson all unlimited zamochki at itself in the house-refuge opened these — it has reminded you to me. You too have this "ladder" logic: raskladyvanie on shelves, accurate system-classification, to all the place and te de. Today again I will leave at 23-00 — "FZ" I will go I will have a look. Do not hiss only, that supposedly time I take it is useless — I need to relax: from study brains plavjatsja. You (Faulz, JUlka …) at me are switched on in knowledge process! Really, when Faulza today read — represented, as you were included"into this text. And when on Roberts looked … in general, YOU fill all my life! So — we always TOGETHER! Already to cry it would be desirable!!! Alinka. Aline, on April, 16th, 23-01 (Greetings to Factory!) Has looked eye edge this "Factory" (as though your eyes) — last 15 minutes: stryomno. It is glad and welcome, that today you have had a rest to the full extent. And it is necessary! I terribly do not want, that you studied and worked before disgust. I had good enough event: as you remember, today I remembered, that for a long time there was no house (in Siberia), and the call — from sister Ljuby who remained last my relatives with children and from which I did not receive messages of year two here was suddenly distributed. Have talked about a quarter of hour, I to it have told in brief about you, promised to arrive together with you this September … Stryomno? Alex. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 16th, 23-09 (Yes, yes, yes!) The darling, I will be madly glad to meet your family! Yes (I am switched!), "factory" really stryomnaja! (Again a jump!) as you think, whether it is necessary to me to be cut shortly? Something I shizoidnichaju towards the night! Alinka. Aline, on April, 16th, 23-19 (pogodi!) Alina, acquaintance to my family (in baranovskom a variant) you of pleasure how I understand, did not deliver, so that you summon up courage??? I very much like your vcherashne-today's hairdress (with a bunch and an elastic band on a nape) so I while would not want that you okorotilas. And there — it will be visible: all flows, all changes. I wish you to sleep today well. By the way (by the way???) — and when we meet? AND. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 16th, 23-40 (That-and-ak!!) Lyosh, Lyoshenka, Aleksejushka! You of that it have ungirdled: give we will be defined, D. N is your family? If is not present, it is not necessary to imitate me. The word "context" is familiar to you? Good, I too am somehow indecent raskomandovalas! As to a hairdress — has understood: I obey and submit! And svidane depends only on you! You at me occupied, I — nedonoshennaja (?!) the pioneer: it is always ready! The pioneer, a pancake. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 17th, 21-49 (Respond!) Greetings, long-awaited you mine! How there has passed day? Has tamed an obstinate computer? Has tidied up? It was bought by products? Perhaps, it is too much questions. Excuse! Simply news from you is not present, here I and ask — I worry and I wait after all!!! The soul washing as I am glad-is happy, that you has appeared in my life: has presented wings, the sky and everything that I so long waited for YOU before occurrence! And this rainy day especially sharply and obviously it you understand-feel! I live you! Mislaid in the Versky heathland. Aline, on April, 17th, 23-03 (I am not guilty!) Alina, lovely, excuse! My computer absolutely was enraged and gljuchit under the full program. From 22-20 I try with you uvidatsja in the Internet — only nerves I burn down. Just in case I inform-offer: tomorrow we will meet THERE at 15-00 (or — later?). Now I will try to look for the strike reasons kompovskoj. While answer and tell briefly: why did not call today where was with whom was and so forth Alexey. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 17th, 23-23 (it is a little about sex …) The darling! If you yet have not understood — I explain: all the day I as soon as could to you changed! Having tested the real orgazm! With whom? With the 78-year-old man (yes, yes — not the old man, and the high-grade man!). In general, you have understood with whom! Good, I explain — with Faulzom. Therefore no jealousy also can be! You should rejoice for me! Because I am in euphoria! The present HIGH is already close! And why has not called? You all the same cannot ANSWER, and I cannot SPEAK! Apropos svidanja, give we will meet at 15-00 at picture gallery — it would be desirable to take a walk. Yours Ernestina. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 18th, 18-04 (You like me, the kid! Du-du …) Well, the kid, has reached safely, has waited the important call from Moscow? By the way, before turn our trolley buses have overtaken, and I have again seen you for some seconds — the darling, thoughtful, ekzistentsializirujushchego (you will not utter!). And such it was happiness — to know, that you nearby, and even at home will think of me! Our ring for me so means now much, and this evening, and I — natural, present (without cosmetics!). Now you me saw also such! Day, indeed, was-is symbolical, perfect, sated! Good, ice-cream you my tasty! I will go too «People H» I will look-will recollect! Before communication! (After the film termination.) Ernestina. Aline, on April, 18th, 23-43 (Oh-oh Th!) Alina, it I ojkaju — me not to lyrics. At all I do not know, whether Moscow called: such skandalishche has sustained, that is simple — well! Allow to recover the breath. I wait some more kind words, and itself — it is incapable. I. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 18th, 23-54 (Sigh deeply!) The seal, therefore you and a tube has hung up, more precisely, took and has disconnected?! Good, we will recollect Sofia Rotaru: it becomes easier to me not and to you does not become, but not in it an essence … To hell your silly woman! We have fine spent evening, live-breathe these memoirs, our happiness, the rest — nonsense. Its scandals are not eternal?! All will be adjusted, will necessarily be adjusted! Believe!!! Victorian Sara (?!). Aline, on April, 19th, 0-18 (Has consoled!) Thanks, Sarochka, has consoled! Now all has more or less ceased. Goes only there somewhere in depths of apartment and threatens to write in a low voice tomorrow the statement to administration, that I late come home, and to call your father that he to you has forbidden to come late home … I Think, it only an exit of a verbal peel. In general — hrustno. Threatens to tell tomorrow all, that I at job have an affair with students and I am engaged directly in an office in sex … Alina, dream me today — soft and silk. For contrast. Good night. So long! I kiss on the mouth! Person Iks. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 19th, 0-26 (Yes!) Lyosha, it in nature the patient! It e … t, in how much you come?! After all you actually — another's each other people. It already in any gate does not get! To you to part it is necessary urgently! It from mind will reduce you, nerves the last will exhaust … How much it is possible to suffer? Solve itself! And in general, it is sad … See you tomorrow. Dreams to you kind, without any scandals — about summer, female bodies (mine!), whisper, poetry, love … Your girl. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 19th, 22-23 (I Hurry to you to inform …) The sir, Alexey Alekseevich! I hurry to you to inform, smart guy, zhiznyonochek you mine! I was gone, we were gone, both, both together, irrevocably were gone! By love okoltsovany, shades are tied, by a life-sudboju are connected! tomljus, it would be desirable to see you, the kindest, in this hour late — to embrace, caress a sight, a word kind! How zdorovetso? You had time l to alter the affairs? I worry after all about you, the friend my warm, the soul is ill-pristanyvaet, when I think, that you who have got tired, grief-spleen has now a shower bath! Recollect me, and to you it becomes easier, more joyful. Behind this I am excused with you, my dear Alexey Alekseevich! Do not forget angelchika yours, matochku! Store you the Lord! Your warmly liking Varenka Dobrosyolova (oh!), Alinushka Latunkina. April of 19th. Aline, on April, 19th, 22-45 (Epistoljary) Matochka washing, Barbarian Alekseevna (sorry), Alina Naumovna! Whether you read «Poor people» VOLUNTARY??? At me here — NOVOSTJA is. Concerts-shows proceed (and will proceed tomorrow). To pobachenja! Makar Alekseevich Devushkin. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 19th, 23-06 (I all is excited …) We read-is read and — voluntary! Letters always liked me: and here soul Russian, the small-poor person (-check), a special syllable, an epoch, Russia, poor Russia, me of a log hut grey yours … (It, the truth, any more Feodor Mihajlovich!) That for concerts-shows? D. N, whether that, in them was closed up by a star of fields and kitchen gardens?! M-yes … Sometime to it there will be a limit or not?! Really all office of heaven in holiday? Fasten, my smart guy! And in our street there will be a holiday! I with you! I stay your correct Varenkoj-Ernestinoj. Aline, on April, 19th, 23-29 (I Like!) Alina, I like you! In general and as a whole. And in particular, for Dostoevsky — especially!!! (Take good note — you want, mine.) D. N quite seriously declared-has warned, that has handed over to the dean the statement on me, kakovoe tomorrow on dean's office I should be ostensibly considered … though have had a sleep 1,5 hour after arrival home, ublagovolilsja trohi, but all the same was not kept and have roared aki vedmed: before this shameful performance has started to get. I represent, as tomorrow in dean's office this map will be played, and it is necessary to me as to the fool to the last to explain to colleagues, that at us not session of a Communist Party committee and other obvious capital thingummies … And after all has put so much, about affairs it is necessary to talk … Eh hrenoten to a carrot so much!!! (???) Smart guy but as I will recollect you so the mood volens-nevolens rises upwards under the Richter scale or SHlihtera, in a word — Rabinovich. That it I have become loose — and? Has become bored, whether that? (I myself ask It.) Has become bored!!! (It I answer myself.) if I will not see you tomorrow, I will delete this day from the life-biography, and to yours CHashkinu (again called?) a muzzle I will fill … In what I stryomnyj became — yes? Same to you not huhry-muhry, and YOUR LIKED MUZHICHOK. While, the Kid! Uncle Carlson. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 19th, 23-44 (I too!!!) My sun, here in «Poor people» the most interesting begins — a terrible perfect life. About as it (Dostoevsky) with Gorshkovym — has died of unexpected happiness in a dream! And young Pokrovsk "has gone out" for two months after SUCH birthday! Has drunk «Poor people» to the bottom a volley. Depth! Thanks!!! Angelchik mine, itself tomorrow from mind without you I will descend, you to me are already dreamt. I read, and in a head at me you on apartment go to the sinenkih dzhinsikah and a checkered shirt! And how to us tomorrow to meet, the kindest? And D. N precisely sick. Even it is a pity! Thanks (!!!), pretty mine, for the first line of your letter and a theme! It as the second breath! Varenka. Aline, on April, 20th, 1-18 (the Miracle!) About a miracle! About the invaluable! About the clear head! About my pleasure! At last you have copulated (??!!) with Feodor Mihajlovichem, that I very much even encourage and I support. And no distortion in it is present: you with Faulzom in embraces have to each other thrown me … H'm-h'm! At this time of night such grease ambiguities in a head climb. Buzzing baj! Your old fool. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 20th, 19-32 (Take care!) Greetings, the friend! I worry for you! The soul is ill! No conscience at yours blagovernoj is present! I ask, that you on these shouts-orah have not undermined health! After all there is in this world any law of justice, balance, harmony! All this dirt, nervotrepatelstvo to it a boomerang SUCH will come back — in the tenfold size! Really she does not understand it? And can, brains at it already exfoliated from a cranium? The normal woman unless will beat out-break out a door?! Yes, nerves to hell! All! Will suffice about it, it is a lot of too attention! Itself as, kotyonochek-milyonochek? How the head — has passed? Lyoshka, I really worry! As though to you to steam of a watch to doze-have a rest, and?! You will cheer up, can, affairs you will do-will alter. Lyosha!!! LYOSHA! LyoSHa! L-yo-sh-a!!! Take care, very much you I ask! Very much! And I will be you love-energy from space podpityvat! Be connected! Alinka. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 22nd, 21-04 (Become painful) Already has had time to quarrel with parents, study for mind does not go, mood nasty — a word, all is nasty! You have not stopped me (wanted, but could not!), and I as the foolish woman, has almost played yours D. N — proud (what for?) and kicking (so also it is necessary to me!). Lyosha, I understand, that after fight by fists do not wave, and still … Today I at last (as to a duck — for the seventh days!) has understood, that the wife to me to you not to be. The wife I would be careful, gentle, but you do not wish to risk — to change cardinally life! And I cannot force you! Therefore you repeat all time: « I do not know what to do … »You you do not believe in me, and I do not believe in you! Admit, after all at heart you hope, that your life will be levelled (I will remain behind its board) — you will reconcile with D. N, you will break time for habitual columns and cells and you will float on a current. And in intervals between forward planning of the life-bytja sometimes you will begin to recollect me, that I was in your life, and will not believe to myself, it was exact a dream. Plausibly? Now it is very heavy to me to write, think of it. Lyosha, really it is impossible to rejoice simply to that we together … … the Call. You thought (the heart has missed a bit, very much-very wanted that it was you!), but is not present — the girl-friend! Absolutely now to me not to girl-friends! So, about what I wrote it? Ah, yes! The darling my, native, give we will be defined! Even if you will not be with D. N to get divorced and part (has got tired, I cease to demand it!), move to a constant residence in my heart, zajakori there! I terribly am angry, that she feels-feels till now as the wife (and you assent to it!): something demands; sees you more than I (this most painful!), and te de. Good, I am all I will endure: vertebras sincere I will break, I will become the emotional invalid, but I will endure! You are simple MORE OFTEN (an emphasis in the pledged long offer on this word!) to me say, that: I your liked, native, you me value, are afraid to lose, protect, think, appreciate, are proud … (After all it not too difficultly, offer though something, a little bit give in!) Throat «provatilos …» I can not write more … Alina. Aline, on April, 22nd, 23-06 (I am happy!.) Alina, lovely! I am happy, that you are in my life! I terribly am afraid, that you can disappear from it! I wish to be with you put also night, in the winter and in the summer, today and always! Give we will not force event. If the God is (and It is!) — it will help us. We will necessarily together!!! I like you! Really you doubt it??? I like! For I should think of you even some minutes. You all in me. You mine. You — I. Like also you me. Care of me. Remember that I require your caress, care, in your love at last. And if you know, that deliver me tortures (tortures!) when with boredom you stir with any hlyshchom what for you do it??? Is more adult, Alina! Prepare, that I all will be more exacting and more exacting, that I will be all kapriznee and kapriznee, that I all will be more intolerable and more intolerable, but thus all I will be stronger, all neizbyvnee, all is more hopeless also all hot to like you!. If it does not frighten you. If you guess, that the love is not only pleasures, caresses, joint eating of ice-cream and fruit, guljanie on Quay and word repetition I "like", the rest will be put … Good, all should not be discussed it on an e-mail. Remember also take into consideration, that I zadyorgannyj foolish affairs an old horse-radish, and zadyorgivanie it will be aggravated, if I is and to remain further the same fool … Here you me hardly would rebuff … However, it again not quickly should be discussed. Answer ake me, "daughter" washing, something is wise-tasty, is gentle-sensual and filosofemno-erotic … I wait and lick lips. Daddy De. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 22nd, 23-26 (There are no words …) It is shot by a holder of your "sweets" in the heart! I grow fat on eyes! Lyoshenka, the sun, always from you to receive SUCH mails. Me now simply holds apart with happiness! I too both like you, and I wish to be with you, to do you happy, to care!!! I will be (I try!) to mature, be dissolved in you, to get used to your "dislocations", you only LIKE me! I most of all in a life wish to be NECESSARY to YOU! While it so — I live! Excuse me if I than have offended you: in a silly way and in a serious way! I adore you! Tears on eyes (it is good, that I have already washed!). I so am glad, so is glad, that you at me are! Words are not present — as! Good, now too I will go in postelku — to snuffle a nouse, which vlazhnenky from similar displays of happiness, tenderness, pleasure (teardrops my silly and lovely!). We will be heard tomorrow (and can where and with half an eye against each other we will look!). Good night, liked mine! Your girl. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 23rd, 20-00 (I have run away …) Lyoshenka! How I could not see you?! All the day to be waited-pine and so lohanutsja! Likely, it is love feels on durability time and in distance! In me as if the huge tank of tenderness which is filled with unprecedented speed of thought! And when we meet — it is devastated and there and then starts over again to be filled! We still together, my hand in yours, and I already start to miss! You know, that we have not met today — there is also a charm. I have presented, as you have recovered me in the imagination when has thought, that I somewhere there in the company behind a celebratory table sit, I think of you, I miss, I dream … At us definitely there is a FUTURE, in another way cannot be, we are created for each other, and it is obvious! We even leaving turn around at a time, sometimes we foresee our thoughts. We have already exchanged something more important and strong, than sights, liquids (excuse for a word!) … We have sprouted any invisible matter, which not to divide unless physically to destroy both you, and me! Lyosha, thanks you for all that I feel, I feel, I worry! P. S. Has not drunk today alcohol gramme! However has listened to the next declaration of love of one youth (what with short moustaches). But I the bride (after all so?!), therefore now I like one remarkable person, to colour, I create, I live! So I also have told to it and all present there potential "kobelkam"! Alinka. Yours Alinka. Whole in the most sugar lips — yours! Aline, on April, 23rd, 23-56 (Almost without comments) Alina, I casually passed by the house-residence where you had fun. Noise and a laughter stood a column. Well you live! All kind! AND. AND. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 24th, 0-11 (Oblom!) Dialogue and soskuchivanie has not taken place! Here to you, the granny, and JUrev day! I had fun simply OFIGITELNO! And in general, I do not understand — that you have suddenly taken offence? Explain, please. I. Aline, on April, 24th, 0-29 (Answer) I do not understand, WHAT you do not understand … That you BADLY conducted today yourself and what it not so was pleasant to me? What here not clear??? To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 24th, 0-37 (???) Lyosha (!!!), we have agreed riddles not to write — that means BADLY myself conducted? Write more clearly, I am nervous, and quarrel from nowhere already shows the ears! Why — I am not cut! Liked, to me be more indulgent — explain. Yours Alinka. Aline, on April, 24th, 0-44 (Nonsenses) Good, Alinas, we will not aggravate a silly situation of insult, maybe, on an empty place. Have driven. Simply I not so would like, that you went today on this your student's party. Also it is most of all insulting, that you have pretended, as if it have not understood … Give we will forget. Good night! Tomorrow we will communicate on fresh nerves. Alexey. Aline, on April, 24th, 9-56 (Good morning, liked!) Alina, good morning! Has become bored terribly! Where you? And in general — whether there is you??? Alexey. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 24th, 12-43 (Is, is!) Beloved mine! Is!!! Certainly, I am, I yours, I in you, have yearned! I give myself: thoughts, poetry, tenderness … With you and only with you I wish to divide the life! To live for the sake of you — the most invaluable gift, that to me the destiny only could present! You fill all me! Time TO YOU was only preparation, rehearsal before the life! P. S. I suggest to take a walk tomorrow in wood. How to you idea? A meeting, say, at 14-00 on the blue bridge. Beloved. Aline, on April, 24th, 13-07 (O'kej!) All o'kej! It agree — o'kej! You — o'kej! In wood — o'kej! Verses — o'kej! That we together — o'kej! That the summer is close — o'kej! That I like you — o'kej! That you ALMOST THAT like me — o'kej! And here that it is a lot of job, it — not o'kej! I would like already today, now you to see, that was at all of us — o'kej! But, alas, — see you tomorrow: o'kej? I kiss you hot and where only it is possible!. O'kej? Yours O'kej! To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 24th, 17-51 (Ja, ja!) Lyoshenka! Spasibochki for unlimited quantity "o'kej"! Apropos «ALMOST THAT you like» I will prove tomorrow the return (I like you more likely the FEATHER - than almost)! See you tomorrow, a seal! Today on communication I will not leave any more — the film will end late. But a uvula I tickle your ear, and tomorrow … I will show all "art" at a meeting-appointment I-will tickle, I will rain kisses both you, and yours Vasenku! I adore you (and it!), I miss, I wait, tomljus … Good night, native! Yours and only yours. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 25th, 10-31 (I Have a presentiment of you!) Good morning, my happiness! More soon to get to your embraces! Yours Alinchik. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 25th, 22-11 (Words are not present!) Hi, zolottse mine! Now (after that wonderful day!) you understand, that we have grown together with wings (and it is absolutely even not tragic!)? You — my love! I pray on you! Today, making love on the nature, we with you were as if Adam and Eve … It was so beautifully and fantastically! Spa-si-bo!!! I hope, D. N behaves, as the good girl! If is not present, fasten and do not spend for the old foolish woman the precious health! Recollect us, our recent AFFINITY! Think of me! I think of you constantly! Well, we run on viewing «Thomas Krauna's Swindle»? (I it looked, but I wish to reconsider still. It should like you.) I will leave in the Internet, as well as agreed, in 22‑30. I think, that after a film (and SUCH loveful day!) the dream will fall down me, therefore after "Swindle" I will rush to bed embraces (it is a pity, your gentle back nearby will not be!). Therefore I will read your long-awaited otvetik-greetings tomorrow morning. I yours vsenezhnost — remember it! I like!!! Alinka. Aline, on April, 25th, 22-25 (Almost without words!) Alina, lovely! I have already understood-has realised for a long time, that we with you wings (and everything, than only it it is possible) have grown together! And, of course, our today's spontaneous connection-merge in wood was not simply fantastic — fantastic! Only me nevertheless disturbs, that those two blockheads saw us from a footpath and have, of course, understood, than we there are engaged: I represent, as we were cool taken a detached view … However, as you have already told-has commented: on a drum — pushchaj look and envy! I will go further: and give with you still somehow rashuliganimsja yes we will try class sex somewhere in a public garden at a philharmonic society or near university … it is weak?! Good, I joke, certainly. I kiss you, yours Matryonushku and gentle velvety yours grudki! Your Adam. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 26th, 21-02 (Wings in cream) Sladenky mine! I now such pacified, sluggish, philosophic, spill in any business by decline cream, that is I do all very slowly. And it is pleasant to me! It is not necessary to hurry Anywhere, thoughts are filled-are filled by you, behind a window "cogitative" spring-autumn. Looking on "nahmurennost" the nature, most it would be desirable something important for itself to solve, think over something serious. And how there your weather in the house? Alina — the second wing. P. S. I kiss both of you (with Vasej!). To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 27th, 21-00 (Alas!) Lyosha! I represent, that there at you it is created! Horror! Even to think I am afraid. But it is necessary to go through, sustain it. Though as? I do not know. To you, probably, sadly, it is sad, melancholy, and present, as D. N it is sick … Fasten! Encourage it! Alina. Aline, on April, 27th, 23-20 (Alas and ah!) Yes, native mine! Yes! Especially first to me very much even it was burdensome: I, appear, and wished death the mother-in-law, and sent it on three letters before death, and have accelerated its end, and in general all I hate, and the young little girl who turns to me a head, immediately will throw me, as will receive the, and I am doomed to die in the loneliness, thrown, and anybody will not think at all to me a glass of water a tax and that I did not climb with the words of sympathy, and in general funeral me does not concern … Then, the truth (I have listened, naturally, all silently), after consultations of relatives and girlfriends by phone has been recognised, that someone has got excited, and nevertheless it is authorised to me to be present on Thursday at farewell ceremony, and then (or before), maybe, it will be authorised to me and to help to prepare pominalnyj a table for it will be established in my room (if I, of course, categorically and heartlessly I do not mind …), and then when all will come to an end that I have absolutely ceased to address to someone even with a uniform word and in general about me will be forgotten for ever as about the most damned and brutal being capable only on meanness and treachery … I all have endured and more all I will suffer and further. I am a Christian. And from SOME I wait in these hours and days for maintenance of spirit of CARESS and UNDERSTANDING in the 10-fold size. Well, my pleasure? Hints you understand? It — not jokes. I. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 27th, 23-44 (I with you!) Liked mine! Heart at me has begun to knock, while your letter read! Though, however, I expected such rasklada. Hard, terribly hard. But, despite weigh its external dirty (?!) a fountain of words and thoughts, in a shower it is glad, that you now from it, listen to all it and regret her. Let and will be, and you suffer, my sun, suffer! I think of you constantly, I worry about you, though most oh as nezdorovitsja. It was necessary today an ampoule with analginum to drink — thought from a pain on a wall I will climb. So it was terrible, that I am in a pointed manner cunning with this gryobanoj meetings with gryobanym the rector. Lyoshechka, love washing, everything, that there at you at home is created — only a cover, and you as anybody another can get out of it — "raskavychivatsja". We have a WORLD where we for a second do not leave are our thoughts! I always with you — remember it! Would caress you now, with tenderness has wrapped up and has presented OTHER life full of care, love, light … All it at us still ahead for now the destiny tests us. And it should be gone through, passed through itself and to go further on a life. I — with you; you — with me! Yours of the Smoke. Aline, on April, 27th, 23-54 (You excuse me, the kid!) As you guess — have heard, our (well and — Glucose) to a song and — zatorchal. (Something we with you became violent in lexicon: zatorchal, gryobanyj …) Though a variant with an accordion to me is closer and rodnee, but also it has got, that almost what to shed a few tears. Thanks, Alina! Has complied the old man! I wish you good night. Tomorrow, maybe, also we will meet. Anyway I in university should glance and on affairs it is obligatory. In 15 minutes I will look out to behold one more line from you, filled with love. Like me, Alina! And I as like you!!!! Whole in a sick tummy — it is strong and gentle: recede, a pain!!! AND. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 28th, 22-04 (We and They) Greetings, candy! Would eat you together with a candy wrapper (?!). As it is perfect, that we have found each other, more precisely, the Destiny has found-has connected our threads in strong (!!!) knot! We are native people, krovinki, angels, whole … As want name! Ah, as Zhenka Zamyatin was right, that there are "we" and "they". I project: there are we with you and — all the others. We blossom on a glade near to thousand other colours, but the sun shines only for us! It is necessary to be able to be happy among crowd, to be together in one hundred (in arithmetics!). The effect of a nested doll is direct: I in itself, I in a family, I in a city, I in the state. In this case after «I in myself» by all means follow «I in you», and all other superstructures — are less significant! You remember mine — «We cases in cases …»? At you the case, at me — the, but only we know, how it is possible to slightly open slightly ours skorlupki which "lay" nearby (already on one plane), and — to meet, adjoin … Allow to create each other! Means — to like! On this the existential conclusions I finish! And my big-very big kiss in your gentle-prenezhnuju cheek will be a logic point! CHmok!!! It in the left. CHmok!!! And it in the right. Good, and in sponges — chmok, chmok! Yours filosofichka. Aline, on April, 28th, 23-11 (Filosofema herring) Alina, in reply to yours lirichesko-filosofemnoe mejlo I hurry to notify, that I have just cut under a nut three enormous herrings for tomorrow's pominalnogo a table. It has occupied rovnyohonko 2 hours of time and has taken away enno-mad quantity of forces and energy. For the first time in a life I skinned fish, took out stones (percent 90 has taken out!!!) also cut on accurate restaurant segments. The herring (and in general salty fish) will dream me today … instead of you! I am happy, that have seen you today! To me for it SOFT reprimand (D has been declared. N called in University — I was searched), say, really by me so is impetuously enamoured, that day I cannot manage without appointments … have kept silent — agreeing. I like you; I like myself — that you like me; I like a life, that you in it are (has appeared) … Be! Live!! Like me!!! AAALLLIIINNNKKKAAA!!!!! Uncle L which has become permeated with the smell of a herring. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 29th, 0-11 (Keep) Good night, mine who has become permeated with the smell you (and not only a herring, but also me too, after all so?!)! And I all smell till now as you (and after all we of all only have embraced on run and have kissed!)! Dreams to you fluffy and light! Tomorrow day at you — o-o th what! Silyonok go in postelku to be typed, thinking, of course, about me! Rastselovyvaju! I. Aline, on April, 29th, 0-54 (I Miss … Already has become bored!) Alinka, the darling! Even if the post server and does not work today (I will check up in an hour), all the same I write here it pismetso to inform: has become bored awfully! I also have got tired (you were right) awfully: organised, bought, buried, treated, listened to conversations, washed ware, placed furniture … Etc., etc ., and so forth All behind. The head is ill awfully. Thoughts how you understand, not all that well (for some reason a ritual hall, church kladbishchenskaja, mood do not lift a cemetery … Interestingly — why???!!!) Very much ljubopytnichaju — whether you still remember me? If yes — I am happy. If is not present … I wait tomorrow for a meeting as the youth of years shashnadtsati waits for the first appointment!. I like you, it is blue! I like, liked!!! And. D — funeral affairs the master. To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 30th, 21-12 (Help!!! SOS!!!) Lyoshka, Lyoshka! Really yours «mar» — such memory-reminder of Maria?! Just now to me has come to it mind — I doubt, what is it my sick imagination has thought up! Wished to sit down and write you hot the letter (after all houses far not warmly!) But has come in "Entering" and has seen your mail sent from other mail, this eloquent «mar» in … address And here me as an apple on a head once Newton, has dawned, that these mean nice three bukovki! I understand, what they were thought out in 2001 when for me in your life still only just the place gotovilos-was prepared, and still … Scratches directly on live … the Past as though does not wish you to release, or you do not wish it to release?! The right, I do not know. All is silly it. There is between us this invisible screen of yours memories-memoirs-experiences through which much sees very foggy, and in general this partition stirs! I am not going to about something to ask to demand, God forbid, but know, what is it me disturbs-torments! The most terrible change — when in thoughts another! And I wish to be monarhistkoj your heart and thoughts! All power in one hands — mine! To divide you with someone — intolerable torture, that you only can think up for me! The darling, very much I ask you, torment me ONLY hot caresses, kisses, do not give rest from the tenderness, but not pytaj SUCH change (most mean) — in thoughts, subconsciousness! Now it «mar» today and tomorrow will eat up me from within, a woodpecker at a temple to knock — busily and dynamically! Gain! Rescue! To tone … Rolling in a jealousy and suspiciousness bog. P. S. I will return at 23-00 after viewing «ФЗ-3». I hope, that by this time you will already throw to me in the storming sea of uncertainty and fear the life buoy! Aline, on April, 30th, 21-23 (Muchitelnitsa!) Alina, you — muchitelnitsa. Mu-chi-tel-tsa!!! Izmuchennitsa!!! Izmotalnitsa!!! nervomotatelnitsa!!! Tiranka!!! Sadistka!!! The masochist (tozh)!!! In a word — I LIKE YOU!!! As though to us to be more equal and more gentle to each other??? More shortly, I THINK of you, I REFLECT, I about you THINK!!! Hence — I exist! To mine Lyoshenke, on April, 30th, 23-54 (the Favourable offer!) Why my assumption apropos «mar» is ignored? So I have guessed or not? Silence — a consent sign. Therefore I perceive your Internet-otmaz (switching on other theme) as the answer: «Yes. Has guessed». Eh, Alexey, Alexey! From a skin I wish to jump out and hide in your pocket (??!), but I am afraid, that it not very much will be glad to me! Good, chavo it I am right I swing — the mistress should wait ONLY svidanja, how a cat of "Wiskas" (????!). Here also I wait! The beggar of your false lips! Give we will conclude the pact: anybody from each other does not demand anything! Anybody should nothing to anybody! At me brains boil, and heart has already boiled, has scalded! To us it is good together? Yes. So that else it is necessary?! Live with the D. N! I lower hands … it is not necessary to give me the life! Give only that REALLY belongs to you. Namely: that part of that tjanetsja-is torn to me! I am a silly girl, thought, that YOU CAN be mine! But one desire a little! Like me as you CAN and as you WANT! I am your babe who can and wishes to LIKE! Alinchik. Aline, on April, 30th, 23-40 (You are a clear head!) Alina, lovely, be the clear head! «Mar» is only reduction "marshal" in a Latin transcription. I wished to use at first a call sign «Gen» (that is — the general), but have then decided not to waste time on trifles … Rodnulja washing, really you have nothing to break the beautiful clever head more??? At me here the SUCH is created: D. N the beginnings … to write verses. Has written already 15 pieces. And — rather original. So I am stunned and without "marov" … Like me! LIKE!!! Alina, we together, and is the main in this life!!!! 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