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2. Koitus (4)
To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 8th, 12-10 (the Patient demands the additive!.) Hi, my March seal! Thanks for a congratulation and a photo (you there well such enough-touched, as impregnated jajtsekletka! In general, very good!). With health, in my opinion, vlipla I capitally — now cough, can, even a bronchitis! So now has sat down on "wheels" («Tablets for cough», "Bromgeksin", "Pertusin" …) I have sailed away to Budyonnovsk, houses — skukotishcha!!! Yes, fine I meet 8 Martha! You do not forget me today, because: 1) a holiday like as female, 2) Alinka you is ill, 3) I miss on you immensely! I wait from you for the next answer-greetings! I like. I am ill (yesterday and today literally words!) thirst on you (ALWAYS!!!) Alinka. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 8th, 15-24 (Reprimand!) Lyosha (Lyosha!!!), I declare to you reprimand! To read mine zapisochku (shouting — as to me it is lonely and sad!) and not to answer?! Here and all love! Has left, probably, somewhere with D. N I also have forgotten about the gundosoj to the girl-friend … have taken offence! I will not cry, but, the word of honour, is insulting! (Sponges has already inflated!) how to punish — I do not know (that for h … nja!). And this feebleness even more me oppresses! I sit and listen to "protesting music» (something non-russian rock lyrical!) has left now itself somewhere, if not «virus handcuffs»! I can not be disconnected from our life, and you were disconnected (the traitor!) . A unique outlet, that relatives in a city of red houses have taken off, not that would be listened by my conclusions that I SO to live cannot any more (with them, in this apartment, in the LATUNKINSKY world-atmosphere …). In general, I do not know, that to do (with you, with myself, with a life ARTIFICIAL)! Yes here also your "self-destructive" reflexions-conclusions drovishek in a fire throw! Has absolutely degaussed … I Will sit now and stupidly in the monitor to look. What I all the same silly and … enamoured in you (the ungrateful!) and to offend you I want and is not present! All has got confused, has become unstuck … Alina. Aline, on March, 8th, 16-10 (is shorter, Sklifosofsky!!) Alina, and the truth, truncate the decadent thoughts-groans: all by, the girl-friend you my NOT old! Во-1-х, it was possible to me otmazatsja from family walk, yes especially on Quay thanks to what I can (and already a smog!) once again (yes completely not superfluous!!) to you to communicate, light you smother mine. Во-2-х, we with you have classified all (al has forgotten, mine ill you?), and our texts — not the most fig way of dialogue, it is far not most. Rejoice, smart guy, enjoy me and Djurkgejmom! В-3-х, zorenka you my scarlet, me very much even on heart yours buntovskoj a spirit, antishnurkovskaja revolutionary determination: so to hold!!! (Though here I arrive uneducationally — I repent: I incite the child to revolt against parents … Yes the Lord will excuse to me!) В-4-х, you have the free day, full freedom of actions and thoughts, but thus prefer a captivity of thoughts-thoughts and dreams about me (if, of course, I severely am not mistaken!) — whether it is perfect? Smart guy Alina, dream, think, thoughts, recollect, represent, dream, rave and even orgazmiruj (about, My God, excuse me!): I, being in you in your imagination-memoirs, am completely given to you to the sweet power — do, pretty washing, small, with me (and not only with me, but also with my Vasily) everything, that will climb up to you in beautiful your and slightly eccentrical head!. And, at last, v-5ive, believe to me: everything, that now, at present and in the given space with us (you and me) is occurred-is created is at all at all h … nja!!! Zasim, the beauty you washing, I temporarily leave you alone with myself (that is — with me, mental) and only still will remind: not razbolevajsja, native washing, it is not necessary! You are necessary to me zdorovenkaja, cheerful and … pimply for pleasure! Your L. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 8th, 16-53 (I Am shone with happiness!) Has satisfied-has irrigated (words-moods, certainly!). You will leave today in the evening on an Internet-clearing, and there for you the most gentle, beautiful floret — mine pismetso grows. Inhale: LIFE WITHOUT YOU I DO NOT REPRESENT! WITH KISSES I SHOWER-INFECT! YOU — MY FOG, I — YOURS OF THE SMOKE! THOUGHT ON YOU samoubivaet IN ME EMPTINESS! THE LIFE I WISH TO DEVOTE YOU! YOU — MY REFUGE FROM TERRESTRIAL VITAL BOMBARDMENT! ALL RAMS (each branch, a small street …) is entangled by my OPTICAL FIBER — LOVE-THOUGHT About YOU! So, stop! I roll down in unknown to me technical elements! Here it — mine shizoidnost! Lyoshenka mine karamelnyj, I wish you quiet, pleasant day-evening! Though D. N language Russian has forgotten! At night I wait for the Internet-certificate (occurrence in me, faugh, in jashchichek mine!). P. S. Tima recently with a rose it was dragged, the truth, from it and has left. Begged-asked to remain friends that I did not offend it, sometimes recollected, it is obligatory on the wedding has invited. All its speech-monologue can be reduced to one phrase — about such: «I will necessarily find to myself the girl, I only need time, and you I, the truth, wish good luck!» Perhaps has really sobered up?! Good, soul washing, not about that I all: and that has begun like as for health, and I finish for … And to finish really (!!!) the mental certificate I want, certainly, YOU (you in me are-develop — I am always pregnant you!) — my GIFT, INSPIRATION, HAPPINESS!!! Tomorrow it is necessary popotet — to be reserved by you (the immense!) already to days off (and as you to find room into itself, you «in me never will go in»: foots-nuty, again poetry climbs!). It is necessary to liberate warehouses of memory and sensations urgently! I rain kisses on you the sponges, fingers, volosikami, sosochkami (u-u-u-le-ta-ju-ju-ju in the pleasure world!). Your dreaming pregnant angel. Aline, on March, 8th, 23-31 (Get!) And me today gets D. N: in accuracy as you Tima, only without a rose — asks and begs to grow fond of it and from it tender … to be heavy and tiresome. We sometime, devil take it, with you will be free and ALONE WITH EACH OTHER???! And the most ridiculous or sad (you know, what monotonous zigzags are done by my imagination!), what sometime, God forbid, somebody from us will be weighed in the same way upon another and to tear off its desperate fingers from the soul (???!!!), itself thus bleeding profusely … And here then (you understand, that in a role begging I see) I with bitterness and last hope will tell-will remind to you: YOU WISH to DEVOTE the LIFE to me?. Good, the beauty washing, excuse for sad enough sophisms-marazmatizmy. I will tell at last, that the word "pregnant woman" me is sweet has excited. You would not joke so … And with Timoj, alas, still there will be periods of thunder-storms and threats, as well as from mine D. N not still lightnings otblistali … Fie, I will not cheer up in any way. Make something, write something, that I pomjagchel and rassiropilsja. Waiting with melancholy of good and caress the old Booby. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 8th, 23-52 (I Rain kisses on you!) I like you as a kitty, be afraid about your cheek, I purr, I look in the face faithfully-faithfully! My seal, I hope — will think only of me (despite next posapyvanie with aspiration at night!) I adore the Lyoshenku and I will not give to anybody! I am disconnected. Yours Dymochka. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 9th, 19-01 (I Will wait!!!!!) Lyosha, Lyoshaaaaa!!! Take away me with itself to Moscow and breathe me! And I will live these three days you here where all reminds me you, our meetings, smiles, sights … In an audience I will sit and think, that there behind a wall in your office there are we (always there will be we). Lyoshenka, minutes rasstavanja the heaviest and painful, as well as last words before departure. Therefore I will write only one: every second I will think of you, to live our life, to dream, read, eat, sleep … In a head and heart — only you! I will madly miss, yes that there — already I miss. Infinitely I like, whole. Last our affinity was perfect!!! Thanks you that you — mine, and I — yours (everything, without the rest!) and we are each other!!! Yours of the Smoke. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 10th, 21-53 (Waiting room) I live these days on Faulzu — in a waiting room though it seems, that time lasts infinitely without you! I grieve … Rescues only thought — that there will be a meeting, it and podpityvaet! Perhaps where in Moscow you nevertheless will drop in in our Internet-corner, and I in the evening, having come from study, I will receive from you hot, sweet and such long-awaited greetings?! Lyosha, without you a life — not a life! I do not know, how went on this earth (existed!) without you?! Even I can not present, that you can not be in my life, if also day without you — torture! You — my future! Give we will be together — not leaving, not quarrelling, only BEING dissolved in each other!!! I like you. I wait. I think constantly! Your Alina. Liking the Smoke. Aline, on March, 14th, 10-04 (Where you, aushenki!) Alina, has received-has read pismetso from 10th — as if from other life: before many days, apparently, have crept, what even the word does not approach "has become bored" — you have turned in my consciousness to dream. Respond more soon, confirm, that you are … See you at 16-00 (if has changed nothing). Or — at 15-00? I wait. I hope, that you will see this note TO. I kiss you! Alyosha. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 14th, 11-47 (I WAIT-U-U!!!) Hi, my long-awaited!!! Really I will see you?! Heart, probably, will not sustain for pleasure!!! Certainly, at 15-00. I like you, today I will rain kisses to umopomrachenija!!! Has become bored madly! Yours Alinushka. I wait, I wait, I wait!. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 14th, 20-29 (Dots) I do not know, about what to write … I Know only one — I like you. I know, that in another way you cannot like … in general, all my problems at me in a head. I promise for a night from them to get rid and tomorrow, having seen you in University to think: «Yes, he really likes me, and I am necessary to it». Simply sometimes I in it doubt. Why? Because I am afraid — NOT to MANAGE to MAKE YOU HAPPY. Good, at you there, probably, with D. N again dismantlings — and I all about the fears talk profusely … Without you to me it is very sad. Excuse me. I. P. S. I very much like you. Would return now time for minute before the trolley bus has approached to kiss you … Aline, on March, 14th, 21-33 (Question mark) Alina, native, what for you torment me??? Be easier. I do not know, that you name love, but that I feel is IT. Accept it as a reality. Do not demand from me any quirks. I while (SO LONG!) the person not free. To me now (in last 2 hours, that we have left) so burdensome, that would be desirable to get drunk (took and has blown a bottle b/a beer what for) or to be filled up to sleep without dreams and prosypany posered nights … D. N is silent, but your tutor of Century T has entered struggle for morals : has turned business at all unexpectedly — to speak the beginnings to me directly supposedly because of ours with you of relations your life will break … Cares of you the mouth is full! Alinka, Alinka, silly you the little girl!!! Write to me of 2,5 more warm and 2 hot words, yes I will lose consciousness. By the way, for last half an hour already five times has sneezed: if has begun prostudnaja hvor, and I sin on mentality (a pier, depression supposedly throw me!.) — here it will be ridiculous … I wait. I touch with the lips yours and — the soul fades in a grief presentiment … (Really — verses! And, in my opinion, — mine!). Alexey. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 14th, 21-43 (Still a love droplet!) Well I can write still: secondly, we will communicate tomorrow, and first, I like you. Sleep, kotyonochek my got tired! I am disconnected … Alinka. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 15th, 21-20 (About us …) Lyoshenka, my love! Has become bored of you as soon as has released home! As though to us with you to be pulled out somewhere from Baranova at least for day that about what not to think, not to hurry anywhere — simply to LOVE EACH OTHER! After all say, that enamoured hours do not notice, and all of us are defined and defined. Sadly, that any insignificant minutes we consider, forgetting that in us — ETERNITY, eternity of a life, memory, love, a kiss, a word, a touch … Here it — immortality, mother it … Excuse, but very much to me it is now good, even to swear wanted, but I have courageously restrained — in dots have hidden. Ku-ku! So, it is fine — the girl again looks out of me! Well — back! I belong only to you! Air kisses I will steal you from a separation captivity! You — mine! Yours of the Smoke-alina. Aline, on March, 15th, 22-20 (Apchhi!) Alina, smart guy you my small and nezhnenky! Thanks for wonderful words-recognitions! I wish to answer adequately, but it turns out … wrongly. (Promised verses to compose — here and the beginnings!) I sit at a computer and I sneeze, as last-rasposlednjaja (excuse!) bljad! Hvor-illness washing amplifies, so, alas, today we with you is exact anywhere from Baranova we will not go … (It is such tupovatyj humour). Mood breath-taking. At 18-00 we have come in fateru almost simultaneously with D. N the concert also was conceived: or, bark, breh, squeal (someone to it has told-has reported, that saw us going along the street for the handle) … I have kept silent, and an hour later noise has ceased. Now — it is silent. But there was something even more miraculously: has entered Vengerov Galina's action light Dementevna. But if Century T it has been anxious by your destiny-career this is only mine: a pier, Alexey Alekseevich, your enemies on chair will use this your WEAKNESS and will throw off you from a post … And so it is careful: that you supposedly such morally unstable and on the maiden bodies greedy … Here where to laugh it would be desirable, yes the cold does not give … Good, the beauty washing, young and DISSOLUTE, allow to think only about each other. I kiss you on your kofejno-sweet sponges (ogo comparison!) and other accessible ugolochki your divine body! Alex. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 16th, 21-03 (About a bottom the future) I send you the purring greetings! Legs give away, cheeks burn, eyes shoot already single sights (you have absolutely disarmed me!), the heart knocks, spasms THERE remind of the sweet time spent together … Today you were as never passionate! Here that means — has become bored! I was too madly glad to your offer — to go to our HOUSE and is perfect (is unique!) to "poeticize" the termination of ours (the joint!) raboche-educational day. I adore you. Kisses I embrace-intoxicate-eat … Alinka. Aline, on March, 17th, 23-01 (Gentle reprimand!) Alina, you something are capricious, as five years' rebjatyonok. Well from what such pancakes you have taken in head to sleep in nesusvetnuju wound??? I, unfortunately, was ordinary rolled up. And the technics torments today me. At first the whole hour has lost on video rewriting (but and has not copied!), and now the computer absolutely has exhausted nerves: it has put-has thrust to it PidzhMejker in an organism, and zakuksilsja, zakrivilsja, vykabluchivatsja-sboit the beginnings … Melancholy! Evening was gone in vain. I malicious. Bad. Here it will be dashing which if and tomorrow there will be a day same disheveled, and I will be ruffled … Good, not bois! Do not become covered by pimples — we small do not offend! Write to me before a dream still something in style sju-sju-sju — at you it turns out, and it is pleasant to me. Yours. YOURS. T-v-o-j. Yours. Yours. T … in … about … j … I!!!!! To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 17th, 23-10 (I Give smacking kiss!) With utreshka tomorrow I will call! In a dream really pulls! And you, washing tykovka, I will hide in a pocket and in a dream I will carry away! Clearly? Good, gentle reprimand to me is pleasant! Whole childly and in a female way — I do not know, how it is pleasant to you more. And however, you will choose! Good night! Well, now precisely I leave in postelku. Alinka. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 18th, 21-26 (Horror!) Native, lovely, expensive! You represent, I come home — to me speak: «Called to Century T — asked to call back». I call to it, and there — the whole notation: the pier, all university in a shock, all laugh (a pier, earlier Domashnev saws, now bljaduet), in the house (where you drive me!) there lives any there and someone's acquaintance any there, therefore all is known to all … in general, not in the form of pressing, and nevertheless me convincingly asked NOT to go to you to an office: to meet out of university — please, but in University — it is not necessary (has some times repeated-asked-asked). A pier, Alina, you know, how I concern you — I wish only good … Yes, and parents, Alina, the regret! Here such pies! You know, about University I since Century T agree — will peck after all both you, and me. Perhaps and the truth, there we should to try to see especially?! I do not know, but it already wears out me — all this guardianship and that all like a nose to put where it is not necessary! That to do, Alexey, Lyosha? Liking and got tired the Smoke. Aline, on March, 18th, 22-37 (Nonsense!) Alina when idiots start to offer the game rules, it is necessary or to spit on them from the high belltower and to play by the rules, or to leave game. At university we and so have reduced dialogue to a minimum so to think-argue of to SEEING ESPECIALLY is what the hell and sideways a bow! I think, happens nothing, if you of time three-four in day to me look and just once will have a drink at me tea. It provided that I will be one in an office. With Century T I will talk tomorrow, that did not pry into its affairs another's and not concerning absolutely not. You that, itself do not understand, what it bears delirium? All speak-gossip it in ITS IMAGINATION. The only thing, that, is probable, real — "acquaintance" from this at home: it is bad. Really, this madam can chatter away about our visitings of apartment, and it, I will repeat more and more — very badly … Well, allow all to FINISH! Alexey. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 18th, 23-04 (One after another) About imagination of Century T — I think, you are mistaken. ALL (!!!) say that I — bljad, and you, accordingly, — bljadun. But not in it business — I like you (do not think, that I now shiver or was inflated, — to me it is now good as never: after all we were recently together and have spent remarkably time!). Since Century T it is not necessary to speak, and that will look so: I have chattered away to you, have complained — and it is silly! The horror all was that she has taken courage to me all it to tell, that I did not expect from it! In general, we will FINISH unless with quarrels (today's evening I for quarrel do not regard!). I like you and I wish to be with you, and about our house it is valid a problem. Good, that it I for the peace of … Wish to be with you nearby. Tomorrow morning I will call. CHerkani to me something else — this time about us, instead of about jazykochesatelej! Alinka. Aline, on March, 18th, 23-17 (I can not be silent!) Alina, once again seriously I speak: or not to give in, or we will finish. If I do not reprimand Century T, she will consider herself right. And if also to show to (accompany) it, that you ostensibly to me have not told about this your conversation is in general wildly. Then nothing will stop it. Alina, be (become), at last, adult! Have begun the best times most for us (proceed) not: we will go through, we will stand, we will sustain …. After all we love each other???!!! Lyosha. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 20th, 21-36 (Prevention) Greetings, a kitten! At home the repeated wave again begins — therefore be ready (just in case) to conversation with my ancestors. Good, the sun, tired, I do not know, how who, — I will go bainki. Probably, more today we will not communicate in not Those. The whole. I like. See you tomorrow. Yours of the Smoke. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 21st, 10-45 I (Decipher) Yesterday I have given a hint at you, on what I have answered them: my private life does not concern anybody, even you, I not the little girl — a choice do itself, and you should accept and respect him. In general, these words I have let know, that at us with you something is also IT I to stop-interrupt I am not going to. Ma I have flared up supposedly to him I will call. I have easy told: "Call". It has muttered something, but, I think, will not call — will be afraid. Has gone a pas to complain — and that (as I have caught) has told: let itself understands and lives. Though, can, it with you and will communicate, and, can, and is not present. In a word, whatever one may do, and to accept my choice it it is necessary! Good, see you, my sun! Yours And. P. S. I like you, and you dreamt today me — all such enamoured-enamoured. I wait for evening! Aline, on March, 21st, 23-17 (we Will break!) Alinka, native washing, not drejf — we will break! I promise to you, that I will sustain any interrogations-tortures from your ancestors: after all they to me already almost relatives … And if it is serious, I, of course, very much would not like these dismantlings-explanations: I after all understand, that from their point of view ours with you the novel — from a series psiho and pathologies. However, you hate a word "novel" and — is correct. At us — LOVE!!! Let they with it also will reconcile. Whole it is gentle, my happiness, in ALL lips! Alex. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 22nd, 08-55 (Morning) Has woken up and has madly become bored on you. Probably, pismetso you will open mine in the evening, therefore I wish to tell-write: I ALWAYS THINK Of YOU And I DO NOT REPRESENT the LIFE WITHOUT YOU! Though now you understand, that I to myself have not thought up any love, it is, in me, deeply-deeply — in memory of each section: present, all-consuming, improbably hot (the burning!). Now I will sit down to write an article-review to our factory newspaper, and I will think only of you — here errors I will botch! Ofigevshaja from love yours of the Smoke. Aline, on March, 22nd, 23-02 (About happiness) Alina, my sun, hi! How you live? How a tummy? (It I am simple so — from folklore) whether was ill after walk with an uncovered head? Would be in a hat — would spend me to a drugstore … Obey me, zolottse, and all at us will be good! Alina, smart guy you my grey-winged! You there write-compose what such review? What, excuse me, a horse-radish to write about nobody to the necessary book? And in general, the girl my foolish, whether is not present at you sensation, what you spend extremely a lot of time and forces for the writing here this all? And verses new when you will write-create? And when «Dostoevsky's Love» you will read up? When, at last, all video with Dzhuliej Roberts you will look through (and after all them still pieces five!)??? When … E-e-e, yes that to sense language to beat! To you you speak, and you an attention zero. All only with thick muzhiks to kiss (I saw, saw, how to you has given smacking kiss to M. G in a corridor!) yes to listen from others thick parnishej to any worn out platitudes about ljupof and lybydo (I mean And. I — it again exasperated you?!) … As you see on sebzhu, wanted something about happiness pisnut, yes here — it was got. In the end unless I will add: what happiness, what you is, what we have met, what I can kiss, embrace, think you of you, to see you, to merge with you in a uniform angel (so, it seems?) … I wait from you still for the answer — passionate and hot. Whole in sugar your lips! And — the left breast! Yours And. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 22nd, 23-58 (From tousled) I write reviews-articles for practice and the report: you know, that to me to hand over offset on a speciality. Verses new I write: and why it seems to you, that is not present — I do not know. To Dzhulii hands do not reach — not at you one zaparka: to me course to finish it is necessary. And your Dostoevsky in general demands clearing of brains of working and other stuff. To all the time! Muzhiks thick I do not like, me to liking fluffy March seals — as you: harmonous, sad and warm … Why on the left breast you kiss — I do not know, but also that is pleasant. I then you — in right! I will miss-ache-call tomorrow: in general to bother you. Since morning I will by all means tinkle. Well now and in a dream it is time! Pljuh-bultyh! Give more soon to me! Already I grieve. The most important thing — I too am madly glad, «that you are, that we have met, that I can kiss, embrace, think you of you, to see you, to merge with you …» Yours Alinka — all such business-tousled and, certainly, completely enamoured. Aline, on March, 23rd, 22-32 (my Soul!) Alina, my soul! I do not know still, whether there is you at home, that is in the Internet, but just in case send here this zapisonchik to inform you, that were rolled up absolutely, izmochalilsja and in general I live an abnormal life, namely: instead of liking and were liked, I am engaged (excuse!) sexual excesses in the perverted form with objects of passion absolutely unnecessary me … In has bent — already at cheekbones has reduced. And wanted only pozhalitsja to the girl, that affairs-cares professorial, zavkafedrovskie and other take away from me and at our love the most precious hours and, the main thing, forces — emotional and physical …. Well here, has complained and — polegchalo. Now still to steam DELOV otmutulju and — all at your virtual order. See you! Whole in the right breast and left lokotok! I. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 23rd, 22-57 (I tuta!) I tuta – here it I! Has arrived from Budyonnovsk. Sosku-u-u-studied!!! In how much you will come tomorrow on faculty? Words are not present, as has yearned. Wished to leave at 19-00 , but was late, and the following flight only at 21-10. It was necessary to be waited-pine. By your house floated on night Baranovu and the heart missed a bit! I like! I want!! Madwoman Alinka. Aline, on March, 24th, 0-12 (It I — have become bored!!!) Alina, lovely, do not frighten me of such heat. To tell more precisely — do not raise! See you it is still far, and I already suffer … Today was on APARTMENT: saws kofy, ate torty, thought-recollected … Tomorrow as a whole it would be not necessary to be present at university, but, of course, I will get out (itself you know — because of whom!) somewhere around 13-14 hours. Wait! Do not kiss there without me! By the way — a verse: I not the first, whose lips Touched yours; To me these caresses Were wasted by another … And, what? And more: I thought, you to Budyonnovsk went by the new car, and at what here buses and schedules bus? Whole in the bottom sponge and the left cheek! AND. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 24th, 0-23 (Thanks!) To you I will be madly grateful that tomorrow all the same you will come in University (clearly — because of whom!) verses — very much even quite good. We yet have not bought the car. To kiss my children's sponges it is possible only for you! Has become bored!!! Wish me, whether that, good night (and the SWEET dream with your participation!), and baj-baj we will go. Yours Dymochka. Aline, on March, 24th, 0-28 (Bajushki-baju!) Verses I (admit) not mine are an epigraph from Faulza. About "my-your" lips: today so vjave has presented, as you will lay (sooner or later) in embraces of another, that zavshlipyval and have begun to creak teeth from an intolerable pain (went, by the way, along the street — people have started to jump aside). I wish you, my crumb (it is better — the Smoke mine), gentle dreams about me and about itself, and it is even better — about us. Baj-baj, bebi! Whole in the left clavicle, right pjatochku, top and in all fingers with manikjurchikom! (Sju-sju-sju!!!) Sleep, native! Yours Lyosha. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 24th, 22-23 (Languid) Lips and hands smell as you! All my life is you, thoughts on you, dreams, desires … Give the God that it did not come to an end! I like you more than myself and all other people on the Earth of together taken! I who have already yearned … Aline, on March, 24th, 23-04 (Au-at-u-u!!!) Alina, you somewhere again in clouds (and even above — to stars) has soared. Au, I here — on the earth. I have got tired, I have overworked, the computer is capricious, D. N the dean bestolkovitsja … rummages on jacket pockets (has found out flat keys), Only and a joy — you yes John Faulz (at it there SUCH it is created!.) And you, pleasure washing, on the first, first place — certainly … Write to me still something tender and sju-sju-sju, and that D. N to me does not allow to undersign — looks in a room, sticks with nonsenses (do not think THAT — someone has reported on it, that saw us with you in my office drinking coffee nearly in obnimku …) Later (at 24-00) will be, I think, MORE FREELY. See you again. I. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 24th, 23-09 (I here … Au!) Lyosha! Yours D. N — one headache from which tablets, probably, are not present! What you to it concerning keys have told also room obzhimany? In a cheek whole gently-gently, and in sponges with all passion and the further ACTIONS … Very much I like seals, especially simpotnyh and clever … Alina-kitty. Aline, on March, 25th, 0-19 (do not take in a head!) Alina, we will leave D. N alone with its grief. The god from it. I too have now kissed you hot-hot! And — not only in lips … Alas, I feel, that this heat and this tenderness tomorrow (at least — first) constraint, gloominess, nonsense (behaviour) and other huhru-muhru … Well why we not together 24 hours a day that tenderness inflow were there and then splashed out from you on me, and from me on you … will turn in kuksu, nadutost, My lassie (so still, like, did not call?), be the clear head and EQUAL (that is — in regular intervals hot and is ardent-gentle), remember me, farewell to me my weaknesses, my windings of soul which, alas and ah not to straighten any more … (Itself has not understood, that has heaped up!) Send my hot regards to mum and the daddy, you can also — to the brother and the grandfather. Certainly, not aloud. Still I hope to receive from you two words. And — we will say goodbye, give the God, see you tomorrow. I kiss you in both ears, both knees and (I am sorry!) pupochek! Well and in lips — by itself! Awful Goodwin. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 25th, 0-20 (Languid-2) I will try to be equal, as devil's ice on which I, fortunately, had not to be spread this winter! In has bent! Good, pushistik, night, give the God, will help us to INCORPORATE — in a dream! TSaluju, I embrace. SN! I already wait for you in postelke! Smoke. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 25th, 23-07 (All — desire!) Hi, my love! I have looked through «I like troubles» (though saw this film earlier!): Nolti and Roberts — good fellows, have played well! I think of you every second. Your eyes, lips, hands — only I BELONG to them! I adore you! Tomorrow at faculty as though not to go mad from expectation of the following meeting! I thank Destiny that we together and love each other! I embrace kisses! Sweet my, liked live without you I can not! Good night, pleasure washing, Lyoshenka! D. N in a dream me already came to see — now your turn! I wait! Tender Alina. Aline, on March, 26th, 0-18 (Good morning!) Good morning, my sun! (Pisano almost at midnight.) Our love — is abnormal, abnormal, ekzistentsionalna for it … is mutual. And this happens improbably seldom. I so think. You sleep now, washing beloved, and very quietly you snuffle in own cam. And I think seditious thought: as it would be good to be to me your brother, to lay now on the next bed and — to see you … And more I would like to be … your pillow! Now and it was was thrilled-was pressed through under your cheek … (How you there me name — shizoj? Precisely!) Good, we will not become crazy absolutely, and we will THINK of you and to continue to work, alas. Now I will begin doustanavlivat PageMaker and if it is capricious tomorrow — I will conceive nevertheless to clean off the Millennium and to instal to the place of 98th Vindak or XP. Whole mizinchik on your left foot it is virtual (and at the following meeting — it is material), and also in both cheeks and, certainly, in sponges scarlet — vzasos, seriously and o-o-o-o-o-o-ochen long! So, good morning! I wait for a call. Yours prynts. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 26th, 8-31 (Morning now rather kind!) Uh, what I now vigorous-kind from your letter! Spasibochki, my smart guy, that at me such: gentle, warm, liking and my! And I am at you: gentle, warm, liking and YOUR! Here now to begin to cry and it would be desirable! But I will not be — it is necessary in University, to you, beloved, to go! The last in one thousand times is more pleasant, than njuni to plant with own happiness! See you, pretty mine! Alina liking-preljubjashchaja. To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 27th, 22-41 (While we were together …) Lyosha while we with you LOVED EACH OTHER — houses there was a horror. Any muzhik (it is visible, drunk!) called also me asked, and the female voice shouted-asked not to dishonour it (mum speaks, a voice, it is direct as at D. N supposedly it has for a long time remembered it now!). At me the suspicion on Timu — probably, drunk somewhere was also the friend any has asked to call me. And they called time etak 20. I and phone disconnected — is useless. And here to my arrival — have ceased. And I go home, I look — ma and the grandfather for me at the house watch. Blja-a-a (you I quote) — I think! Have come! And they to me about these calls supposedly were afraid, that someone has stolen-has stolen me, and here call. Moreover and the brother wash me has given out (that with you saw), and any mum's girl-friend us in a pizzeria saw yesterday — has reported. In general, ma is going to with you to talk. Here such pies! And at you there as, a chickabiddy my beloved! TSaluju in all neistselovannye today places! (And whether there are such???) I. Aline, on March, 27th, 23-13 (the Roof goes) All this circus as a whole to me is known. A nightmare — only also I can what tell. D. N by nonsense has not guessed at once to tell to your ancestors, that I do not drink and consequently could not call to the drunk. Good, process, is felt, speeds up. I will prepare well, for conversation with our mum. Though, of course, how to prepare — I do not know. Unless a neck I will more carefully wash up yes laces I will stroke. Probably, it is necessary to us to be declassified completely? Or nevertheless — to lower and this time on brakes? And how now to you your confidence, what to your brother supposedly «all on a drum»? And — that in a pizzeria is not present a uniform familiar face?. Houses at me, of course, weather are worse yesterday's but while I suffer. Until D. N it is still assured, that I was today in library … And it, of course, not Tima called (organised calls). Not its style. Is at you still though any variants? You from me (and parents) do not hide ANYTHING????!!!! I look forward to hearing, as … a horse-radish who knows a horse-radish knows what summer! H (Iks). To mine Lyoshenke, on March, 27th, 23-22 (All about the same) Lyoshechka, Lyoshenka! Almost on 100 % it is assured, what is it Tima. While went in a trolley bus — has met its one friend who to me has told, that CHashkin in a miss now (in a miss is absolutely drunk!). Has left home, and before somewhere made sour, and at it memoirs too much start to pour into such drunk moments. Very long time ago already such was: any goat called to me and spoke, as Tima me likes, and Tima during this moment through a lip could not surpass — only cried with happiness! And doldonil to me this goat (time ten!) almost at three o'clock in the morning. And concerning mine ma — you should it tell, what is it I (Alina) solve, with whom I and in what relations! Only I ask you, do not admit to it, that we trah-tibidoh (so, apparently, it is written!). To us it is good together — that's all. I should understand, that I — not the little girl and a choice do independently! Yours (!!!) Alinka. P. S. If that, there will be questions — we have faced today you on mail, and further I have gone with the girlfriend to a pizzeria. And the brother has told not because shows interest to my private life that is why that conversation has come, that us with you saw in a bar (yesterday), here it and has toadied-sshesteril (at it now bad reputation — I to you told, therefore have decided, that it of relatives podmaslit!). And the main thing — remember: I very much like you! Smoke. |
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