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L JU P ABOUT F
EMAIL-ÉÄÎÇÌ I kiss you constantly in my dreams everything, constantly vzasos. Especially I like that, about what is told: «And a subject this charming admires and intoxicated it». — This subject whole constantly in all kinds also is intended to kiss all life. Anechka, smart guy, I never at any even circumstances, in this sense I can not lag behind you, from my delightful balovnitsy, for here not only one this overindulgence, and and that readiness, that charm and that intimacy of frankness, with kotoroju from you receive this overindulgence … … you Write: And well if who reads our letters? Certainly, but after all and let; let envy … From letters F. M.Dostoevsky to the wife To Anna Grigorevne from Ems (1879 ) The main material for the prose writer — any inconvenient, indecent situations. J.Tynyanov Necessarily write about us the novel!!! Only you can! Use our mails, I trust you!. Alina PART THE FIRST1. A prelude Friends at Alexey Alekseevicha Domashneva were not. However, one all the same, probably, was available — Peter Antoshkin. It unlike Alexey Alekseevicha, "pysatela" (so with strained irony Domashnev itself at times called), really became the writer. They began in a youth together, went to one litstudiju at the youth newspaper. Domashnev then still served in army, in baranovskom garrison (has got here from Siberia), came on employment with the first stories in the military form. Finishing service, Domashnev has submitted documents to local teacher's college, has arrived, yes and remained here, in Baranove. After the study termination has got to postgraduate study, was protected, has made the way in the doctor-professory, manages chair in the former teacher's college which has turned to university, and creativity, the writing of stories and stories remains for it employment at a leisure. But two books has published — has joined. And Peter, the friend-writer, has got over for a long time to Moscow, lives for five hundred versts so they see time two-three in a year, not more often. And the friendship, as is known, demands-thirsts daily dialogue. But, really, so it has turned out, that was not closer zapjatsotvyorstnogo than Peter of the person at Alexey Alekseevicha — only with it it could be quite and more or less frank. And generally speaking, with muzhiks to it it was boring (themes: pjanki, parties, women, a policy, football, jokes — fie!), with women business was even worse: without sex they were not interesting to it, and he could be engaged in sex only on love or at least on love (feel a difference!) . Such here the ugly creature! To it already fifty, and it never in a life tried the prostitute, never paid money to the woman for trah-tibidoh. As speaks one of its heroes in the old story: if at orgazme you do not lose consciousness — to what then to fuck? And another assents even more figuratively: if from a kiss the head is not turned — to what then to kiss? No, happened at Domashneva, that is called, casual communications, especially podshofe, but at the moment of rapprochement with the unfamiliar partner it always and each time has been assured, that has met, at last, her, that from which the long sweet happiness of the divided love … samoobmanyvalsja certainly is necessary to it made a fool of itself. And next morning, as a rule, together with a hang-over tormented its repentance for vain kisses, caresses, friktsii, the sperm sprayed in vain, and, by itself, — fear before any venereal infection which sharpened then its consciousness some days. And more an important stroke: usually and more often on this most trah-tibidoh Alexey Alekseevich, and — it tempted not. It generally terribly diffident and diffident person so the first step most in rapprochement with the woman to make to it always it was improbably heavy and painful. But, it is necessary to recognise, it gave in on a seducing easily enough. And, as a rule, the woman (girl) who has put on it a sight, horoshela-blossomed for it directly on eyes so already at the moment of hot kisses and preliminary caresses it almost for all hundred percent was assured that is already enamoured, already happy, has already pulled out the ticket in a love lottery. Slightly quite another thing, but all the same it is possible to recollect classical lines to a case: «After all to deceive me it is simple, I to be deceived am glad …» It is necessary to mention for a true celebration that there lived many years in destiny Domashneva still Masha, at thought-memoirs about which heart its each time is sweet squeezed, and its rare calls, letters, and recently and mails obviously accelerated a blood-groove in its organism, but it last time saw Masha already more three years ago as it lived now terribly far — in America … So, clearly, that Alexey Alekseevich Domashnev in fifty was global, is total and chronically lonely. All five (or how much there) billions the human individuals living together with it on a terrestrial ball, were for it abstraction, convention, shades. Nearby (in space) only three souls were found: old red cat Furs (to human measures — the old man of years 70‑ти), the mother-in-law, Pelageja Petrovna, already absolutely sick, not getting up, and krashennaja henna the wife, Darya Nikolaevna (it taught the literature and Russian in lycée) from whom they lived under one ceiling more often in different rooms of two-room apartment as if in a communal flat. Heat of passion, love, love has walked-was dissolved for a long time (almost thirty years together — have got married in postgraduate study!) There was an attachment, a habit of a joint life and, at o'clock of mutual good mood, — equal tenderness. Reached at times business and embraces-kisses, but, alas, all is more rare and more rare. Business slid by a silent quiet joint old age. However, Alexey Alekseevich about an old age even to think did not wish, was invigorated: in the mornings zarjadochku did, on a summer residence went-drove by a bicycle, with the first snow of a ski from mezzanines got, in meal has been moderated, the stomach did not dismiss (clothes carried 48‑й a number), as early as fifteen years to that has stopped to smoke, and last three years and the Prohibition for itself declared — alcohol in a mouth did not take drops (to same oh as abused!) . Besides the nature had obviously a kind feeling Domashnevu: it looked much more youngly the age, tried and to put on pomolodyozhnee — jeans, jackets, vests, a sweater, and the tie got on only in unusual cases, that not very much it was pleasant to colleagues-professors (especially — professorsham) old regime ferment. But Domashneva it is frequent in streets and in transport city called-called "young man". It is necessary to recognise, such reference caressed Alexey Alekseevicha's hearing, but a head especially did not turn: on young women and furthermore girls-studentochek he glanced recently already, it is possible to tell, purely aesthetically. It and in a youth very zealous philanderer was not, and in the course of time and at all it became boring to it to waste time on fleeting novels-adventures, courtings-drawings, to fall in love again really, hotly and ardently, as with the Darya in a youth or later in Masha, in any way something not vytantsovyvalos. As suddenly there was IT … In destiny, probably, each person there are periods when events start to be rolled-fall one behind another storm waves as if testing — whether it will sustain such acceleration, such vzvihrenie a rhythm of a daily life and a pressure of changes? Here at professor Domashneva similar also has begun in the middle of last year. Alexey Alekseevich worked at technical university. At first has appeared in its daily occurrence Olja. He, of course, dreamt for a long time zaimet the present mistress, that is such which would meet secretly and regularly which would caress it, cherished and liked, but would not demand from it anything serious — to marry, let us assume, it or to present to it the child … After all here read any novels-povestushki or kinoshki-video look: the pancake, well at each normal married muzhik is on the party such lovely mistress — where they only them take-dig out? But here the God, it is visible, has heard also Alexey Alekseevicha secret dreams. The matter is that on chair of Russian literature which it managed, one very lovely woman of years of forty, Olga Lvovna worked. It was the senior lecturer, the candidate of sciences, worked over doctor's — something there on Evgenie Zamyatin. First, it had marvellous eyes. Not eyes — eyes! Transparent-blue, bottomless, mysterious. It had smart lips — chubby, sensual, attracting. And in general it was more than is attractive and even hardly the outlined completeness of a figure did not spoil a general impression. And how much delights were added to it by soft smoothness of movements-gestures, mysterious reticence, chest melodious laughter and the shyness forcing her to redden from the innocent jokes. Certain charm gave to this charming woman also its status of mother of family: it had absolutely adult two sons, the daughter-teenager and the husband-professor (it worked on fizmate) — absolutely already old goat, coeval Fursa. Olja has jumped out for it, the teacher, in eighteen, being the student and having fallen in love without memory. At that time thirty years of an age difference only added a heat in their relations. Now the decrepit husband spent all remained forces for jealousy. It incessantly threatened to kill her in case of matrimonial change. Be its will, this strekozyol not reflecting would put on a medieval steel belt of fidelity the wife and has sealed-has closed on three-four locks. Olja after job at once hurried home, during week-end if could leave, not further than on the market yes in shops. Only it was occasionally permitted to it to descend at two-three o'clock on a visit to the girlfriend, than they with Alexey Alekseevichem then and used … And has begun at them so. He searched its sight, but she first persistently tried not to notice its shy attention. Then, gradually, their sights have started to be crossed from time to time. It has seized and has hidden in memory its one tender smile, another … But of what material he first, probably, and did not think. Before it was bashful, uncommunicative and silent. However once, at the very beginning of September when new academic year has begun, after the first faculty meeting they with Olej any miracle remained indoors one. It has approached to a window sill to take the handbag and — zagljadelas in a window, on trees playing by still green leaves. Alexey Alekseevich has finished any record in a notebook, has closed a case, was going to already to tell to it "good-bye" in a back and to leave, but suddenly the diplomat on a table instead has left, has approached, has almost crept to Ole and on any push-intuition with boomingly hammered heart has put hands to it on shoulders. He did not believe itself(himself), that has dared at it. And there and then napruzhinilsja-has strained: now so shuganyot-otmazhet, that will not seem a little! But Olja was silent. He has felt, as it too has strained, has stood. On it there was a jacket with roundish cut. It, it is perfect already getting drunk, has advanced the right hand on her neck, to a throat, has slipped in cut and has covered with a hot palm a breast over a brassiere … If in it instant Olja has moved, has screamed, has started back — it there and then, being burnt with shame, has rushed also day three it was not shown at job. She was silent. She waited. And then it already has more confidently and more persistently got fingers under the slippery atlas of a bra, has felt-has felt sweet softness of a nipple, has nestled lips on her neck. — Us will see, — it is silent, almost whisper has told Olja. Opposite to a window big-eyed floors of other educational case rose. — Yes to whom we are necessary! — it has impatiently waved away, but nevertheless has carried away Olju under pier protection, has turned faced to itself, has greedy stuck into her mouth. Its lips were opened, without resistance have let in its language and its desire … One and a half month after that they were on friendly terms. As schoolboys. Nearby to campus small, silent, absolutely deserted small street with two-storeyed old houses and benches in court yard hid in a shade of trees. Alexey Alekseevich with Olej, having seized time, retired there on half an hour — talked, kissed. To it was permitted to get a hand under a brassiere, sometimes to start almost contraband fingers and under a skirt … Soon it has understood-has realised: tighten such teenage friendship-love for a long time, it it becomes exact the impotent man — its man's health obviously did not maintain chronic seductive pressure. At times, very ferial thoughts-desires when he looked at chubby lips Oli flashed at it well: so it hotelos-was dreamt to unbutton a belt or at least a fly … But Alexey Alekseevich even was afraid to finish thinking: For certain silent Olja and oral sex — two things not joint … In the evenings, it is equal in nine when her husband traditionally took seat before a box to the program "Time", Domashnev with Olej some minutes had time to speak by phone. Idyll! On first of October it managed to find-remove one-room apartment — in a perfect place, on Quay, and for quite comprehensible price: tyshcha wooden in a month. The most remarkable, that in apartment was the sofa bed (old, creaking, but — nevertheless). Alexey Alekseevich has paid forward for half a year and has hastened to Ole in a joyful anticipation: well here also hour of delight is close!. Where there! Even the whole two weeks he had to ask, try to persuade, beg Olju to dare at an unknown feat for it — to change at last for a long time grown hateful blagovernomu. Alexey Alekseevichu then would not like even to recollect their first present appointment — before all was skovanno, konfuzlivo, it is awkward, intense, ridiculous and even is ridiculous. On the second them randevu in two weeks (earlier Ole it was not possible to escape from the house at least on pair hours in any way) he has guessed to buy a bottle of good Moldavian Vermouth, so to say — martini of local flood in capacity of 0,7 litres and a fortress of 16 degrees. Though itself Domashnev three years as did not drink drops, but has calculated correctly: Olja to wine was delighted, with hunting has there and then emptied one glass, the second, has had a snack a banana (she terribly liked bananas, and Alexey Alekseevich, it is necessary to recognise, did not shiver nearly, seeing as it the made up bright mouth clasps this indecent fruit …) And soon there was from what Domashnev nearly has not lost consciousness. When after the first, already almost quite normal coition they had a rest minutes twenty and the wave of new kisses-preludes has rolled, Olja has suddenly slipped lips downwards, obtselovala-obchmokala his neck, a breast, a navel and, having arranged with a cheek on its stomach, has resolutely clasped "Vasily's" who has become stupid from an overstrain its divine soft lips (so Domashnev itself called the friend). To Alexey Alekseevichu into a backbone as if a hot needle have slowly entered, vzvihriv a wave of a sweet flour. He saw only nape Oli, its head did not move almost. He has not had time to realise plainly an event as has felt explosion approach. — Olja! — he has hoarsely screamed. — All! Will suffice!. He even has tried to take away-reject a weak hand her head from the body, but Olja, not having given in, has even more strongly nestled to it, with any joyful sigh-groan has finished business and more about the whole minute did not take away lips, absorbing all to last drop. Then has childly wiped lips the back party of a palm, from below upwards has looked confusedly at Alexey Alekseevicha and with a blissful snicker admitted: — I today weigh day about it thought!. She, probably, wished to tell "dreamt", but has not dared and, is definitive zardevshis, was buried by the person in its breast. Since then Alexey Alekseevicha's life ustakanilas. It was quite, on all hundred, is happy and satisfied — in all senses. With Olej they vstrechalis twice a month-were pardoned on apartment, and in intervals she of time two-three looked during convenient time on it in "office", they were closed on the lock, and there came-rolled half an hour of a blissful high … Live and rejoice! * * * It seemed, of what still to dream? Lucky lover Alexey Alekseevich Domashnev burnt down in paradise euphoria gold days of autumn, fondly and self-confidently believing, what is never happier, probably, to it to happen. As suddenly … That's it — suddenly. To it have unexpectedly suggested to pass in it alma-mater — humanitarian university — and to head there chair of history of Russian literature. Alexey Alekseevich not deliberating has agreed seconds. To it for a long time it was already rather small among technicians, besides on filfake BGU it had quite kind friends and adherents. Shortly after Alexey Alekseevich ogljadelsja-has accustomed on a new place of job, and has glanced to it somehow one of such friends-adherents — the teacher from branch of journalism Opanas Tarasovich Minutko. — Alexey Alekseevich, — has offered it, — and give ive interview to you in New Year's number of our faculty newspaper we will bungle? I to you divchinu will send right now, Alina Latunkinu: it from a third year. Writes, I to you guarantee, best. And verses, by the way. And — the beauty! Crest Minutko so has thus gone into eyes and prichmoknul lips that became clear: despite sixty with superfluous and a bald head — it still o-o th as is not indifferent to the weaker sex. In five minutes this praised Alina, having knocked shy, has appeared before Domashnevym. He has recollected, that saw-met it in corridors, and at lectures has paid to it attention: the girl was remembered by that is somehow strange persevering zasmatrivala to directly it in eyes — even to awkwardness. At once here it is necessary to explain one paradox, which Alexey Alekseevich neither earlier, nor subsequently when has come it is time the analysis and reflexions, could not realise. This 20‑летняя Alina Latunkina though was attractive enough, but not absolutely in its taste: growth almost from it (and to it liked small, tiny), vysvetlennye under straw direct hair (and to it brown-haired women were lovely and red), a round face, chubby enough ruddy cheeks (and he searched in woman's faces of anaemic aristocraticness), tonkovatye for lips … And here that is indisputable to it at once it was pleasant — brown (as at it!) Eyes: not so open, but live, clever, with iskrinkoj; moreover — hands with thin musical fingers and faultless manicure. Domashnev, inspecting-estimating as it seemed to it, impartially appearance of the young journalist, has absolutely forgotten during that moment, that besides separate lines and in general appearance there is a person, the essence of the person and, at last, its aura, aroma — that, as defines its appeal-unattractiveness, this person, especially women, girls. And here still this Alina has said the first words: the voice at it has appeared magical, disturbing man's hearing — any children's and at the same time barhatisto-invocatory. However, already then he has thought (or to it began to seem later, that he already at the first meeting it has thought), that to those people to whom Alina Latunkina is not pleasant, in its voice, possibly, impudent twang … is heard Alexey Alekseevich has invited Alina in an armchair at a coffee table, itself was arranged in other, creating ease of conditions, has offered mineral waters, has started to answer questions. The girl first obviously quailed, spoke is hardly audible, but looked at it, having opened eyes, with any, even it is possible to tell, povolokoj. Domashnev has suddenly understood, as itself feels not absolutely dexterously. What would it mean? Ha, whether this Alina's knees to that the reason? It was in thin white sviterke and to a checkered flared skirt which well very much opened to a sight its black stockings … At Alexey Alekseevicha thought crazy in a head has flitted: to stretch now a hand through a little table yes as though accidentally to put on an appetizing knee … It even from conversation has got off and, possibly, has reddened. After interview Alexey Alekseevich has seen the little girl to the door and — has forgotten. But on Monday it has brought to show that at it there has turned out. Alexey Alekseevich, sitting at the enormous table, struck occasionally on listing of interview by a pencil (editings was a little) and time two have been compelled to come off, look at Alina sitting in the same armchair. It was this time in jeans so and it is not clear, what for it is necessary to come off-look (as the day before Domashnev vstrechalsja-svidanilsja with Olej, felt is full and is blissful). Perhaps what has stared again at it in an emphasis the brown shining eyes and so strange looked?. When Alexey Alekseevich has returned Latunkinoj leaves from interview, has praised and was going to definitively rasstatsja-say goodbye, that instead of leaving, whether has started to be rumpled, turn pink and has asked at last supposedly he will disagree to look at its course job on Dostoevsky? — On Dostoevsky?! — he was surprised. — Yes, on Dostoevsky! Domashnev has looked on Latunkinu already with genuine interest: he was dostoevskovedom, and not every day even at university will meet the twenty years' little girl writing about the author of "Demons". Next day it has brought article-research under the name «Dostoevsky-editor: magazine" Time "concept in time context». It has well, appeared rather curiously. By itself, there were also naiveties, and easier errors, Alexey Alekseevich has honesty walked a pencil under the text, Alina has corrected-has finished and has again brought … More shortly, the student 3‑го a course Alina Latunkina became periodically if not to tell — often enough, to look in a study zavkafedroj histories of Russian literature of professor Alexey Alekseevicha Domashneva. Dostoevsky Feodor Mihajlovich pull together all of them more and more. It was found out, that Latunkina its beginnings only just to study, still at all all novels has read. All was innocent and decent. As Alina constantly modestly upakovyvalas-hid in a sweater and jeans. Once them zastukala Olga Lvovna (has dropped in on appointment), but also that only casually has then joked: Say, what is this young yes long-legged girls to you on a visit drop in? Domashnev too has laughed the matter off. But about young and long-legged the joke in fuse heart — was pleasant. And on December, 29th all also nachalos-has happened … Alina was declared in such dress, that Alexey Alekseevich first and looks at it could not — naturally hesitated. Still! Hands-shoulders are completely bared, the depression in the ground deeply opens in impossible cut, it is obviously visible, that the brassiere and in pomine is not present, and feet in transparent stockings are exposed before, as to understand it is impossible: there, under a minihem, something else remains? «For certain it in stringah!», — has flashed silly in at once inflamed brain Domashneva. It was excited before, as about tomorrow's present appointment with Olej of which just continuously and with great feeling thought — there and then has at all forgotten. Alina has explained the immodest dress to that right after employment goes on a party to friends (it, defying, has told — "pjanku-party"), after all already New Year's holidays have begun. Alexey Alekseevich and itself could not explain then to itself and even to recollect details — as so it has turned out, that already soon it held Alina's left handle in the hands and, mowing under the chiromantist, ostensibly understood its lines of a life and destiny, feeling as its heart boomingly beats, and trying a table edge to cover vstoporshchennye trousers. Despite turmoil in thoughts, he understood-felt, that slides not there, that something approaches an improbable, fantastic, terrible forbidenness and at the same time attractive, exciting and neostanovimoe. He, not letting out Alina's hot hand from the palms, has glanced it in eyes, yes that there in eyes — in most I smother, and is unexpected for myself has told-has moaned: — My God, between us thirty years of a difference! It not-cart-mozh th!. Alina silently and tensely looked at it, has risen, has as though pulled-has invited to itself, he too has jumped, has made two steps, bending around a table, has come nearer, has put sweaty palms on its open shoulders, has shortly sighed, as before a jump from a tower, and has nestled the dried up mouth on her lips … * * * On the first appointment (and there was it already soon, for Christmas) Alina has amazed, yes that there has amazed — simply shocked Domashneva with the frankness, raspahnutostju. Has played the role, certainly, and a bottle semisweet «the Bouquet of Moldova» (experience with Olej has not gone to waste!) — Alina with pleasure was put to a glass, which Alexey Alekseevich did not forget to fill. It cooled heat of a body orange juice. However, could not cool. And, being afraid to fuse, risking there and then at all all to spoil, already in half an hour and without any preparation (they have not kissed at all!) has offered: can, to it to undress and get into bed? He has spoken this mean, from the point of view of morals, the offer, despite the external bravado, a shivering voice, itself preparing the first freely to burst out laughing. — And what, there is a bed? — Alina somehow has fondly asked, taking of a view a sofa, and greedy again has taken a sip from a glass. Alexey Alekseevich has jumped, silently with a roar has spread out a sofa, has rushed to a case for bed-clothes, has regretfully thought, that it was necessary to buy fresh bedsheets-pillowcases, and that these Olej smell, has laid, has turned back. Alina already stood bared, in one brassiere, with the hands got to shovels. It was released-has slipped out by shoulders from shoulder-straps, has confusedly covered breasts ladoshkami and has dived into bed, has taken cover a blanket to a chin, has closed eyes. Domashnev has regained consciousness from a tetanus, has started to tear with itself clothes, to be confused in braces and buttons, it was hardly exposed, has slipped under a blanket … Not all, of course, was first o'kej — vanities much, confusions, awkwardness, fear oparafinitsja … Then they laid, hardly calmed, having covered with a blanket, here on Alina at this time and the frankness wave has rolled-has gushed. All it was frankly told-has confessed: and as in 12 years with any boy-schoolmate in a bath washed — simply so, with curiosity; and as more recently they the whole student's group together went to a sauna — besides for a trick: have taken a look against each other, under a shower stark naked popleskalis; And as has made friends in 14 years with Timoj, Timothy Chashkinym, the first love as a year later became the woman (too more with curiosity, and Timka very much insisted) as they went together to the sea after the tenth class and there lived there ten days rather matrimonial life, but in due course she, Alina, has understood-has realised, that any more does not like Timu, and here already whole month as has given it from gate turn, but it does not give till now it pass, and she waited-believed, that will meet the present love. Also has there and then added something absolutely unexpected and ofigennoe: a pier, analnyj basically not so to liking and oral she prefers sex to it not up to the end is, on its belief, it is possible to allow only with very and very strongly liked person … Alexey Alekseevich only has hemmed about itself: thanks that has warned! Then Alina has still told, as for the first time has learnt-has heard Alexey Alekseevicha's surname — houses as early as years in ten: its father, appears, has bought book Domashneva (the first — the collection of historical stories «a fortress Siege») and read in the evenings aloud to children. And it remembers, how papik has validly told-has underlined then supposedly the writer this remarkable lives in one city with them — darling Baranove. In five years ancestor Alinin and second book Domashneva has bought-has dragged — the story «Dostoevsky's Love». She has greedily read this, has re-read and almost under a pillow stored-protected. And here she has learnt, that it, this remarkable, has passed to work in their University from technical and became — live, real and such nice, lovely. In a word, she all thought, thought of him, looked, looked it in the face at lectures, specially in corridors faced … Further in Alina's speeches not all could be understood unequivocally («the Bouquet of Moldova» obviously affected), Domashnev, the truth, very much for it the essential moment has found out one: besides more often drunk and tupovatogo, as she said, Timy, in her life of men was not. Here to a place or it was out of place recollected Domashnevu a joke, that supposedly when the woman assures, as if you at it the second … Though what here to hell jokes! In any case is a fairy tale, it is a fantasy! It, Alexey Alekseevich Domashnev, lays in bed with the twenty years' beautiful little girl, and it is obvious with admiration on it looks, and itself reaches for it with a kiss, and its already divine breasts vstoporshchennymi from passion dummies weary-excite it still o-o th what strong tightened body!. The ending of it stryomnogo has appeared evenings hardly greased. Alexey Alekseevich has found out, that on hours for a long time evening, has started to put on hasty. With the Darya Nikolaevnoj it absolutely would not like Quarrel-scandal at all, and it hated, when he came back home late. Alina has suddenly rebelled. It has dumped from herself a blanket, has stretched the feet absolutely indecently bent in knees, has started to caress-stroke the I "Attract" also whimsical tone to ask: — Well I do not want home! Give still we will lie down! Well dava-and-ah! I want a holiday!. Domashneva even has jarred on. The little girl has obviously got drunk. — Alina, be reasonable, — it is mild he has asked. — already late. We should go. Put on. In any! I will not go anywhere, has declared, and all! Alexey Alekseevich even to be irritated the beginnings and about itself has thought: «Well-u-u, the darling, me such focuses absolutely to what! More than any appointments!.» In completion Alina when nevertheless has given in on arrangements, has got out of bed and has started to put on, has sat down what for on a table and has broken-has crushed Alexey Alekseevicha's points. But also on it tricks have not come to an end: already at a stop where tusovalas decent enough crowd, the little girl undertook to finger Alexey Alekseevicha for tops of a jacket and nearly in a full voice to admit love and kanjuchit-demand: — I like you! You hear? Well tell, that you like me! Well tell! To me it is important!. A horse-radish to itself! Has hardly set her in a trolley bus, has taken-has finished to the house … Yes who could convince-assure Alexey Alekseevicha that evening, that in a day they again will meet Alina and though the initiative (by phone) will be shown also by it, but he will agree during the moment, seconds not breaking. They grandly will take a walk on winter suburban wood, then again will retire to apartment, but will be, besides, grandly and even prudishly to drink tea-coffee, talking about the literature for Alina has frankly confessed-has warned at once, that at it as it lovely called it, «has opened krantik», and in such critical days it categorically sex not priemlet … But somehow so it has soon turned out, that they were arranged on a sofa, trousers at professor Domashneva have appeared unbuttoned and lowered to knees, it has there and then run into a semiconscious condition, trying from last forces to solve a dilemma: most to interrupt pleasure at the last minute or she will check-will make it?. Since this evening Alexey Alekseevich has started to plunge into that narcotic condition of spirit in what stayed-floated the subsequent half a year, is perfect almost having lost accurate representation about a reality. On it as if troubles have sent. In the first days it even was disturbed. Has tried to resist. At least wished to put into practice cynical enough plan under the conditional name "Harem", that is alternately to meet both with Olej, and Alina. And it even managed to communicate once more with Olej on apartment, to arrange appointment, but it was strained before, tense, lishne, what even poor Olga Lvovna has felt it and was sad, silent, sensitive. When next time she has called Domashnevu and has joyfully informed, that has for tomorrow asked for leave at the husband to relatives in village and they in the morning on pair hours can meet Alexey Alekseevichem, it, choking and suffering, has informed with affliction as if the owner of apartment has demanded urgently it to release and already keys of visors. Since this moment Olja from life Domashneva has disappeared, as if it and was not. Time two they then stolknulis-have met in the street, casually, but Alexey Alekseevich both times has turned away, has withdrawn a sight aside, has reddened, has slipped in a boyish way by. Olga Lvovna too to start talking, glance to it in eyes and even to greet has not tried — passed by with a dead-pan and the drawn in lips. Domashneva, of course, tormented-tormented conscience, but … Olja has disappeared from its destiny. And it has as though disappeared from a life, from a reality, from daily occurrence. At least details of all of that occurred then — it could recollect only on email-correspondence with Alina: the blessing, the computer of the house at it was-was available, and Domashnev in the first days has pushed her to buy-establish the modem and to be connected to the Internet. |
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